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The feeling of trying not to vomit

Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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Sometimes when I take vitamins with no food my stomach hurts and I feel like I'm going to throw up. But I want to keep it in because I need the vitamins.

It just always makes me think of what it will be like when I take SN.

Everytime I think "damn it's going to hurt just this bad or worse when I take SN"
 
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