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Chiisai

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so you are saying you vomited all the first dose, because at first you said you vomited a small amount so some of it might have been absorbed. you then drank only a sip of the second dose and you didn't vomit that one. am i right?
i don't know what to think. is sn not this potent thing we think of?
are you still sure your sn in pure though?
Correct. I put 3.5tbsp in a 100ml for the 1st dose but since it was too salty, I vomited it. I then prepared my 2nd dose which had the same ratio but I only took a single sip of it before all else followed so I can say it was really potent. Its just that my dosages were with too much SN. 1.5tbsp is already equal to 20mg of SN. Mine was 3.5 so its around 40ish mg already. So having too much SN mixed in is a bad thing as the mixture becomes undrinkable. I will limit it to 2 tbsp now and prepare 2 doses.
 
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Damn. Well, welcome back.
 
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Correct. I put 3.5tbsp in a 100ml for the 1st dose but since it was too salty, I vomited it. I then prepared my 2nd dose which had the same ratio but I only took a single sip of it before all else followed so I can say it was really potent. Its just that my dosages were with too much SN. 1.5tbsp is already equal to 20mg of SN. Mine was 3.5 so its around 40ish mg already. So having too much SN mixed in is a bad thing as the mixture becomes undrinkable. I will limit it to 2 tbsp now and prepare 2 doses.
maybe i'm stupid but it still doesn't make sense to me. if you took 40 g of sn in the first dose and vomited some of it, then some sn might have been absorbed. then you take a sip of the second dose which is still 40 g, and taking a sip of 40g is still much i think?
then there's the chocolate thing which could have affected the whole process yeah.
but again i ask is your sn pure 100%? just so we rule out the option of the sn not being pure enough.
sorry if it seems like i'm investigating or something like that. but i just want us to learn from mistakes so next time one who attempts will know what to do and what not to do
 
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maybe i'm stupid but it still doesn't make sense to me. if you took 40 g of sn in the first dose and vomited some of it, then some sn might have been absorbed. then you take a sip of the second dose which is still 40 g, and taking a sip of 40g is still much i think?
then there's the chocolate thing which could have affected the whole process yeah.
but again i ask is your sn pure 100%? just so we rule out the option of the sn not being pure enough.
sorry if it seems like i'm investigating or something like that. but i just want us to learn from mistakes so next time one who attempts will know what to do and what not to do
Oh no no. Its alright. I placed my dose in a pill bottle to easily store it. When I vomited my 1st dose, I believe it was the same amount I had in the pill bottle. I do not know the purity of my SN as I ordered it from indonesia without much packing but I have no doubt its potent. Assuming none to little was absorbed in my 1st dose and only had a sip like 10ml for my 2nd dose, the experience after that can speak for itself as it was able to incapacitate me. If I can drink all 20mg of SN, then there's no doubt it will be sure now.
As for the chocolate milk, yes it may have played some factors with the milk proteins reducing the stomach absorption. But hey, if im going to leave atleast I have a little of what I enjoy rather than having salt on my tongue. Haha
 
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it makes much more sense now. thank u @Chiisai for being patient to explain what happened. again i am sorry for asking a lot, despite you feeling bad. i hope next time you will succeed and be in peace<3
 
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it makes much more sense now. thank u @Chiisai for being patient to explain what happened. again i am sorry for asking a lot, despite you feeling bad. i hope next time you will succeed and be in peace<3
Oh its ok. We are all in the same boat. We are all trying to escape so every little bit of help counts.:hug: Its not that much painful really. The aftereffects is just like a hangover. Ill just go to the chemist and restock on the meds for stat dose and try again some time.

Edit: Might have mixed up grams to mg. My apologies. I meant 1.5tbsp is equal to 20g of SN.
 
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I am somewhat puzzled that you didn't experience your body turning blue..

Sorry you had such a bad run with the sn, I hope you didn't have to struggle with the aftermath too long.
 
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I am somewhat puzzled that you didn't experience your body turning blue..

Sorry you had such a bad run with the sn, I hope you didn't have to struggle with the aftermath too long.
Well it wasnt really a bad run. It was just unfortunate that after taking all thr antiemetics and meds, I fell asleep for a few hours then took the SN too late. After the effects subsided, I got pale that day thats for sure. 😂
 
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