The bus with my name on it arrived at my stop. It’s finally my turn

[Suicide]

I hope no matter what happens, you end up finding the peace that you so rightfully deserve

 

[Mixo]

I hope you're at peace now.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Safe journey Goat, hope to meet you on the other side!

 

[suicidesheep31]

@goat Are you still with us?
In your last message you seems to be so at peace with it.
I wish you to find the peace you are looking for in either way.

 

[Insomniac]

Can't believe I missed a chance to tell you goodbye you were the first person to talk to me on here

 

[motel rooms]

Damn it, Goat, I can't stop thinking about you. I can't lie, when I read that you were really leaving, it felt like somebody punched me in the gut & I almost threw up. Fuck, I'm crying, & I never cry. Thank you for these tears, they make this 40-year-old cynic feel almost human again.

You were a class act right until the very end, so sweet, playful & unpretentious, so brave. This world stole your childhood in the cruelest way, yet you managed to retain a childlike purity & kindness. I will never forget you & the photo you posted, & one day I will follow you. Sleep, innocent boy, nobody can hurt you anymore...


Boy speaks, "Follow me."
Through the old city streets
you follow him, past the tents,
through the fog and excrement.

Smile at him. He smiles back,
leads you past wooden shacks
and open gutters. Don't fall in.
Put your feet in his footprints.

Bullet holes in the walls
form a map of the world.
Giant Door with a key.
Boy turns, "Follow me."

Young boy, in your face
every loss I can trace.
I follow you, I enter in.
Put my feet in your footprints.

-- PJ Harvey

 

[At_The_End]

goat​

Just a goat trying to get in the next bus · From Goatland


Joined May 18, 2021

Last seen Wednesday at 2:48 AM

 

[Squalo]

I bought "Tales of Princess Kaguya" on dvd, the last movie you saw before you left us, I will watch it and I will remember you

 

[Rayzieka]

rest in peace <3
I hope you didnt feel a thing.

 

[Insomniac]

I bought "Tales of Princess Kaguya" on dvd, the last movie you saw before you left us, I will watch it and I will remember you

did you buy it just for her? so heartwarming

 

[motel rooms]

 

[S like Siren]

May you have found the peace you deserve. I had read your post in the ctb partner, I may have liked to be your partner but I arrived too late.

 

[Meditation guide]

Good evening everyone,

I got a nice shower
Got benzos+alcohol
Got candies :3
Setup a DIY nest for ctb (so I'll be kneeling on soft comfy stuff and not the cold ground, fairylights cause they make me happy and I'll not fear the dark, plushie because yes)
Rope and knots check!
Computer ready to play Tales of Princess Kaguya so I can look at it while I catch the bus

If I don't come back here it means I got into that bus finally

I want you guys to know I'm peaceful and relieved, no bad feelings whatsoever

Thanks for all the support, you guys are awesome!

I wish you all peace and success in whatever you choose to follow through

Lots of love
Goat



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You haven't been seen here in the last week. I'm wondering what happened. I relate to your posts and desires and how you love nature. Whatever happened I wish you the best.

 

[TheYounger]

R.I.P. @goat. I come back and check on your profile to see if you've returned but to no avail. Goodbye forever friend.

 

[wielkiwrobel]

Can someone put her last photo from profile comments beacuse mods delete her account? :(

 

[Of The Universe]

Oh yeah,goat. I remember her!! Yeah,people really liked goat. Sad their gone.

 

[actual_fox]

Rest in peace.

Spoiler: Closed envelope

It was a long time ago, about a year- I saw this thread appear and I almost started crying at my job. Or I think I shed one tear.
It was something and still is about how light this suicide was- the nest, the way It looks even comfortable to die like this. I needed to see that at this time- life seemed like It would never end and only pain would follow me, If not because of depression, then because of other people. I was really desperate at this time. Because of this I joined SS and It prolonged my life, I even got better at some point. How this goodbye post affected me is all on me. So much went inside me when I saw It. Goodbye goat