The bus approaches.

[NoLightRemains]

Thank you so much.

Fortunately, I don't think this is the time. I mixed it up, took a small sip, and spat it out immediately. The taste wasn't that bad, but I knew in the moment that suicide wasn't for me. I would rather try to live a better life than end it prematurely. I'll keep the SN as "insurance," but I hope I won't need to use it.

I'm glad you are giving things a chance and you realized it wasn't the right thing for you. Best of luck to your recovery