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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
Thank you so much.

Fortunately, I don't think this is the time. I mixed it up, took a small sip, and spat it out immediately. The taste wasn't that bad, but I knew in the moment that suicide wasn't for me. I would rather try to live a better life than end it prematurely. I'll keep the SN as "insurance," but I hope I won't need to use it.
I'm glad you are giving things a chance and you realized it wasn't the right thing for you. Best of luck to your recovery :heart:
 

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