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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
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My suggestion is do what feels best for you
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
At this moment for me every second feels like the best time.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
you will always find a reason not to ctb

there just will be no "perfect day" for suicide
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
My reason in August? I was done, but my attempt didn't work. I was saved, and it was a poorly researched and executed plan.
Then came the desperation of September but thought I may be in recovery. I was not.
October my brother's birthday. And then Halloween. November- Thanksgiving. December- Holidays. And each and every moment I'm still here is making me ache. I feel your pain.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
you will always find a reason not to ctb

there just will be no "perfect day" for suicide
I tried to say goodbye yesterday, that soon it is now my time. It didn't turn out well as I thought it would.
 
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Eden2k

Eden2k

Experienced
Nov 20, 2018
228
I wish I could ease your pain in some way. Sorry you are suffering and I can't be of any help.
 
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