SleepySept
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- Nov 7, 2023
- 61
With one of my suicide attempt at 15, (overdosing), strangely I felt pretty much the opposite of this. I was actually super disappointed that I didn't feel anything meaningful or holding me back in the moment, not even a little bit of fear. While my consciousness faded away I felt relaxed, and the only dreadful feeling was being a little nervous on whats next.
Ive always had the fear of living so could be that. I think living feels much more complex than what death is.
Ive always had the fear of living so could be that. I think living feels much more complex than what death is.
