My 93yo grandma. She is the only blood relative I still speak to, everyone else helped contribute to my ex wife's parental alienation between my daughter and I... haven't spoke to her in 4 years. Hence my wanting to ctb in the first place...thing were bad before..but losing her that way was the last straw...we were best friends.
Anyway the idealization has been insane the last 3 months or so..but just for today I'm glad that one person I love actually called ME. I can't break my grandmother's heart.. she's so full of life at 92...but when she passes.. I'll have no excuses. Plan is before February before my birthday...but her birthday is also in February so I guess it's a waiting game until then.
Anyway the idealization has been insane the last 3 months or so..but just for today I'm glad that one person I love actually called ME. I can't break my grandmother's heart.. she's so full of life at 92...but when she passes.. I'll have no excuses. Plan is before February before my birthday...but her birthday is also in February so I guess it's a waiting game until then.
