Discussion I now have 3 ex partners who have committed suicide.

[Jisatsu]

I was just told today that my ex took her life this week and I'm honestly not processing it well.
She broke up with me but I still had feelings for her and she ended up with someone who was hurting her more then helping her in the end.

Bpd ruined her life and it made it feel impossible to function when she wasn't in a relationship.
She wasn't exactly a frequent user on her but she would always keep up with me and check on me through these last few months.

Im probably going to have to call out of work today and decide if I want to finally follow after someone or if life can be enough for me alone .

I'm just glad she finally found the peace she's been after for so long ... that all of her attempts finally mean't success in the end.

 

[Worndown]

A sad situation. Take the day and remember good things about her.

See how it goes. You are here, but do not seem driven to rush toward your end.
There is a lot of support here if you need it.