squareminus1
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- Aug 12, 2023
- 68
Hi,
Just sort of a vent/discussion. I think partial hanging might br one of the only methods available to me. I am currently testing some stuff out, I think the radiator in my room can support about half my weight and if it does I may start playing around with what happens if you lubricate the ligature (thinking like body wash gel but idk if an actual bar of soap would work better, probably.
I am not home alone so can't do anything too risky now but i'll test smart and use my wrist to try tightening not my neck for now. Will test seperate from the rediator on my neck for now to check I can get the right spot on my neck. Should'd get caught. Going to just kinda hang back from the radiator with my hands to check it does hold me, god knows what i'll do to explain it if it breaks but i doubt it will.
I haven't wrote a note yet? Do I need to? I don't think I have an awful lot to say. Any advice might be good. Thanks for hearing me vent!
Edit: the ligature I am testing is a necktie I think I read that it works well but it just feels awfully kind of elastic, like it doesn't feel as harsh as I thought it would on my arm when I test with my wrist. Is that normal? Should I maybe look at using a belt? Or seeing if I can get rope (not sure if i can).
Just sort of a vent/discussion. I think partial hanging might br one of the only methods available to me. I am currently testing some stuff out, I think the radiator in my room can support about half my weight and if it does I may start playing around with what happens if you lubricate the ligature (thinking like body wash gel but idk if an actual bar of soap would work better, probably.
I am not home alone so can't do anything too risky now but i'll test smart and use my wrist to try tightening not my neck for now. Will test seperate from the rediator on my neck for now to check I can get the right spot on my neck. Should'd get caught. Going to just kinda hang back from the radiator with my hands to check it does hold me, god knows what i'll do to explain it if it breaks but i doubt it will.
I haven't wrote a note yet? Do I need to? I don't think I have an awful lot to say. Any advice might be good. Thanks for hearing me vent!
Edit: the ligature I am testing is a necktie I think I read that it works well but it just feels awfully kind of elastic, like it doesn't feel as harsh as I thought it would on my arm when I test with my wrist. Is that normal? Should I maybe look at using a belt? Or seeing if I can get rope (not sure if i can).
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