Story Tested my N last night

[Sadboyspecimen]

I was almost ready to go, but my fears of what death brings held me back. So instead I drew out about 3ml of the N with a syringe and decided to drink it. I secretly was hoping it would have been enough to kill me, but I just woke up so.

First impressions.
It tasted absolutely horrible. Not what I expected at all. A bitter, menthol drink that left my throat feeling as if there were fumes traveling up and out of it (from only 3ml!) As a matter of fact, I was a bit concerned that I had in fact just swallowed acetone or something else that wasn't actually N.

I waited around for something to happen. Waited, waited, waited. Nothing. I waited so long that the aftertaste had disappeared completely and still felt nothing. Began to wonder I I had been duped. But finally I went down. Didn't see it coming. Just kinda got sleepy.

I had the wildest dreams. I saw my cousin in my dream. He was living with me and standing guard outside of our apartment. He felt it was his duty even though he was no longer in the military. This is odd since he hates me in real life. I was also playing a video game in the dream which was comparable to gta. (Maybe GTA 6) and it's weird since at first I was the one playing, yet somehow without me noticing, I took on the perspective of the video game character. I had taken acid, walked out of a movie theater, gotten into a taxi, and was thinking about how strange everything was about to get. Then I woke up.

Sorry about the dream journal part, I just thought it was a strange dream. Anyhow it makes me confused, since I took a pharmacology class one time and barbiturates weren't common to produce dreams, or REM sleep at all. So why did this occur? I suppose it is possible that I fell asleep simply bc I was tired. I was only asleep for maybe 10 hours anyway. But the difference is that I do normally wake up at least once.

 

[makethepainstop]

I was almost ready to go, but my fears of what death brings held me back. So instead I drew out about 3ml of the N with a syringe and decided to drink it. I secretly was hoping it would have been enough to kill me, but I just woke up so.

First impressions.
It tasted absolutely horrible. Not what I expected at all. A bitter, menthol drink that left my throat feeling as if there were fumes traveling up and out of it (from only 3ml!) As a matter of fact, I was a bit concerned that I had in fact just swallowed acetone or something else that wasn't actually N.

I waited around for something to happen. Waited, waited, waited. Nothing. I waited so long that the aftertaste had disappeared completely and still felt nothing. Began to wonder I I had been duped. But finally I went down. Didn't see it coming. Just kinda got sleepy.

I had the wildest dreams. I saw my cousin in my dream. He was living with me and standing guard outside of our apartment. He felt it was his duty even though he was no longer in the military. This is odd since he hates me in real life. I was also playing a video game in the dream which was comparable to gta. (Maybe GTA 6) and it's weird since at first I was the one playing, yet somehow without me noticing, I took on the perspective of the video game character. I had taken acid, walked out of a movie theater, gotten into a taxi, and was thinking about how strange everything was about to get. Then I woke up.

Sorry about the dream journal part, I just thought it was a strange dream. Anyhow it makes me confused, since I took a pharmacology class one time and barbiturates weren't common to produce dreams, or REM sleep at all. So why did this occur? I suppose it is possible that I fell asleep simply bc I was tired. I was only asleep for maybe 10 hours anyway. But the difference is that I do normally wake up at least once.

Thanks that was a good read, most informative. I hope your gonna be ok.

 

[eldiablo666]

The N has nothing to do with you dreaming or not. Melatonin on the other hand has connections to vivid dreams.
Iam sure there is some fungus doing this as well or if it's melatonin in the fungus, I can't remember. Certain cheese too.

How old is your N? Is it from D?
How have you been storing it? Refrigerator?
Constant temp?

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

The N has nothing to do with you dreaming or not. Melatonin on the other hand has connections to vivid dreams.
Iam sure there is some fungus doing this as well or if it's melatonin in the fungus, I can't remember. Certain cheese too.

How old is your N? Is it from D?
How have you been storing it? Refrigerator?
Constant temp?

Quite old. Received it in the beginning of the year. Yes from D. I've been storing it in a fireproof safe, so room temp or maybe just slightly below. No I'm sure the temp fluctuates with the Day/night and the weather. But it was sealed.

 

[Venus13]

A hint of menthol and a feeling of inhaling fumes, interesting.

Yea, the tests I've seen on here usually didn't result in dreams. If you have 2 bottles I personally wouldn't worry about. Do you think it would be a huge challenge to get 2 bottles worth down?

Beginning of this year is pretty new.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

A hint of menthol and a feeling of inhaling fumes, interesting.

Yea, the tests I've seen on here usually didn't result in dreams. If you have 2 bottles I personally wouldn't worry about. Do you think it would be a huge challenge to get 2 bottles worth down?

Beginning of this year is pretty new.

I'm not sure now. I think if I just plug my nose and swallow it, it could work, but I would definitely need a chaser. I think I should probably get a drug test too just to actually test the chemical that it is. Though I want to trust D, I also know how easy it would be to pull the ol switcheroo, especially on people who are desperate to fucking die lol.

 

[eldiablo666]

I'm not sure now. I think if I just plug my nose and swallow it, it could work, but I would definitely need a chaser. I think I should probably get a drug test too just to actually test the chemical that it is. Though I want to trust D, I also know how easy it would be to pull the ol switcheroo, especially on people who are desperate to fucking die lol.

You mean you think D swapped the liquid?
Smartnomore already touched on this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've read about how N tastes horrible before but it does still sound like an ideal method to me. Thank you for sharing your experience.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

You mean you think D swapped the liquid?
Smartnomore already touched on this.

Or wasn't ever selling N to begin with, just some other chemical packaged to look like N. I'm not accusing anyone of doing anything, all I'm saying is that I'm gonna go test it myself so that I know whether or not it's at least a barbiturate. Can't really trust anyone on the internet. Can't even really trust many people irl, so being over the internet just makes it all the more easy to manipulate people. Not long ago there was a post about someone planning to steal N and give it out to anyone who wanted to meet in the UK, but rain found out he was actually in Asia. Why should I trust D or anyone who posts about testing N? He might sell me a chemical that looks like N and promises a quick and painless death, and it may very well kill me, but not so quick and painless. Again not trying to talk down D or anyone else who provided N to others, but I find it strange that a dose of 3 ml didn't exactly produce barbiturate like effects.

 

[eldiablo666]

Or wasn't ever selling N to begin with, just some other chemical packaged to look like N. I'm not accusing anyone of doing anything, all I'm saying is that I'm gonna go test it myself so that I know whether or not it's at least a barbiturate. Can't really trust anyone on the internet. Can't even really trust many people irl, so being over the internet just makes it all the more easy to manipulate people. Not long ago there was a post about someone planning to steal N and give it out to anyone who wanted to meet in the UK, but rain found out he was actually in Asia. Why should I trust D or anyone who posts about testing N? He might sell me a chemical that looks like N and promises a quick and painless death, and it may very well kill me, but not so quick and painless. Again not trying to talk down D or anyone else who provided N to others, but I find it strange that a dose of 3 ml didn't exactly produce barbiturate like effects.

Are you on SSRI? Any medication at all?
SSRI suppress a lot of effects from different substances.

When I took antidepressants and opioids for example, I got a much lower high.
It's somehow blocking the effects.
It's also recommended to be off SSRI minimum 1 week before taking N.

Have you used a lot of drugs before?
Do you have a tolerance against benzo?

There's a lot of factors at play here.
D got a very high reputation. Many users have tested his batches and everyone who took it never posted again on SS.

I'm with you that it's risky and I fully understand your concern, I'm also very skeptic to anything and anyone

 

[wljourney]

From time to time we have people wondering about the effectiveness of N. They use 1, 2 or 3 ml and have little effect.
Often they try again, with a slightly larger dose and then confirm that it in fact does what is expected.

Every body is different. Literally. We have had a few people who tested their N received earlier this year (before all ++this++ happened). Some have already successfully CTBd. Also with N from D received this spring.

I am quite certain it's the real thing and it doesn't sound like you stored it incorrectly.

Best wishes.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

Are you on SSRI? Any medication at all?
SSRI suppress a lot of effects from different substances.

When I took antidepressants and opioids for example, I got a much lower high.
It's somehow blocking the effects.
It's also recommended to be off SSRI minimum 1 week before taking N.

Have you used a lot of drugs before?
Do you have a tolerance against benzo?

There's a lot of factors at play here.
D got a very high reputation. Many users have tested his batches and everyone who took it never posted again on SS.

I'm with you that it's risky and I fully understand your concern, I'm also very skeptic to anything and anyone

No, I don't take any medications whatsoever. I have abused drugs recreationally in the past, but never barb/benzos. Ever. Weed, alc, psychedelics, cocaine, dxm, opium, and a few various muscle relaxers. That's it. And it's been years since I've used any of those besides acid and delta8, So I don't think there could be any interactions.

A lot of the posts I've seen regarding test N, the people say that they feel super drunk on the same dose. I didn't feel drunk at all, and I was an alcoholic for like 3 years, so I know how it feels to be drunk lol.

It sucks, I just want my life to end so bad, but I don't want to swallow a liquid that's gonna put me through agonizing pain for hours on end.

 

[gomenasai]

I read N tastes extremely bitter. Thank you for sharing your experience with us.

 

[eldiablo666]

No, I don't take any medications whatsoever. I have abused drugs recreationally in the past, but never barb/benzos. Ever. Weed, alc, psychedelics, cocaine, dxm, opium, and a few various muscle relaxers. That's it. And it's been years since I've used any of those besides acid and delta8, So I don't think there could be any interactions.

A lot of the posts I've seen regarding test N, the people say that they feel super drunk on the same dose. I didn't feel drunk at all, and I was an alcoholic for like 3 years, so I know how it feels to be drunk lol.

It sucks, I just want my life to end so bad, but I don't want to swallow a liquid that's gonna put me through agonizing pain for hours on end.

If you used that many drugs they sure have made an impact on your brain, for sure.

Sorry to break it for you but we might have our answer here.

It's not just tolerance. Having abused all these different drugs damage the brain.

If it's N you're not gonna experience any pain whatsoever.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

If you used that many drugs they sure have made an impact on your brain, for sure.

Sorry to break it for you but we might have our answer here.

It's not just tolerance. Having abused all these different drugs damage the brain.

If it's N you're not gonna experience any pain whatsoever.

I do disagree with you man, there are many things that I have achieved in life that I wouldn't have if my brain was damaged from using drugs. I could argue with you about this until death lol. But that's a whole different discussion so. I do agree that everything effects everyone differently however, so that is playing a role. And I'd like to give an update. I have been feeling quite drowsy all day and have had a hard time staying awake despite the fact that I have consumed more than 5 cups of coffee. I can tell that the N is overpowering the caffeine as it can last in the body for up to 50 hours.

It's very likely that even though it's not common to experience dreams on barbs, for whatever reason I do. I am less skeptical now than I was when I first woke up, but I will still test when it comes time to consume the full 200ml, just to be sure.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Or wasn't ever selling N to begin with, just some other chemical packaged to look like N. I'm not accusing anyone of doing anything, all I'm saying is that I'm gonna go test it myself so that I know whether or not it's at least a barbiturate. Can't really trust anyone on the internet. Can't even really trust many people irl, so being over the internet just makes it all the more easy to manipulate people. Not long ago there was a post about someone planning to steal N and give it out to anyone who wanted to meet in the UK, but rain found out he was actually in Asia. Why should I trust D or anyone who posts about testing N? He might sell me a chemical that looks like N and promises a quick and painless death, and it may very well kill me, but not so quick and painless. Again not trying to talk down D or anyone else who provided N to others, but I find it strange that a dose of 3 ml didn't exactly produce barbiturate like effects.

D's N has been tested numerous times by users here on SaSu and reported back as as containing high level of barbiturate. You can search that out yourself and verify it.