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FaultyCepheus

FaultyCepheus

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Apr 17, 2023
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Posted on messages this is only quick cus i need to try ahain i was planning on attempting after this concert im looking forward to but im drunk and cant take tbe wait i know its impulsive but tried ligature strangulation, lost feeling in legs first then hands but got to 40 seconds and hadn't passed out - also could barely open my eyes. This wasnt painful but i figuree i needed to do 2nd faster so undid. I couldnt stop swallowing however does anyone know how i can stop this would appreciate
I dont have faith this will work but ill update if it doesnt <3
My neck looks fucked up so im praying if i fail i can cover it up
2nd attempt went better but i woke up choking and ended up throwing up everywhere
 
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FaultyCepheus

FaultyCepheus

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Apr 17, 2023
32
Still throwing up this sucks someone kill me. I managed to hide the marks on my neck with concealer i just wish it worked i was so fucking close man what the fuck
 
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