Help Test/failed attempt i guess

[Cepheuss]

Posted on messages this is only quick cus i need to try ahain i was planning on attempting after this concert im looking forward to but im drunk and cant take tbe wait i know its impulsive but tried ligature strangulation, lost feeling in legs first then hands but got to 40 seconds and hadn't passed out - also could barely open my eyes. This wasnt painful but i figuree i needed to do 2nd faster so undid. I couldnt stop swallowing however does anyone know how i can stop this would appreciate
I dont have faith this will work but ill update if it doesnt <3
My neck looks fucked up so im praying if i fail i can cover it up
2nd attempt went better but i woke up choking and ended up throwing up everywhere

 

[Cepheuss]

Still throwing up this sucks someone kill me. I managed to hide the marks on my neck with concealer i just wish it worked i was so fucking close man what the fuck

 

[Cepheuss]

If you do try ligature strangulation be warned my neck is getting more and more bruised. I knew there would be but still not this much, hopefully i can still cover it up cause its no longer jsut red lines on my neck.

 

[prompt_critical]

If you got to 40 seconds you probably:

A) hit only your shallow jugulars and shot up your head BP but didn't cut of the carotids.

B) only crushed your trachea

Or some combination of these.

You have to get it really high up on the neck where you can feel your carotids pulse. I'm not an expert though I still can't make myself pass out. It should take like five seconds.

 

[Cepheuss]

Yeah thank you i got to around 10 seconds before passing out on my 2nd attempt, didnt last long though im not gonna drink much next time cause it fucked me over

 

[prompt_critical]

Yeah thank you i got to around 10 seconds before passing out on my 2nd attempt, didnt last long though im not gonna drink much next time cause it fucked me over

Remember every time you do it you could have a stroke up to two weeks later, see my previous post on this. Just keep it in mind. Disabled is worse than dead.

 

[Cepheuss]

Oh shit thank you

Remember every time you do it you could have a stroke up to two weeks later, see my previous post on this. Just keep it in mind. Disabled is worse than dead.

Sorry i cant view ur account history cause of some setting can you quote it or something? Thank you

 

[prompt_critical]

Yeah thank you i got to around 10 seconds before passing out on my 2nd attempt, didnt last long though im not gonna drink much next time cause it fucked me over

Remember every time you do it you could have a stroke up to two weeks later, see my previous post on this. Just keep it in mind. Disabled is worse

Oh shit thank you

Sorry i cant view ur account history cause of some setting can you quote it or something? Thank you

Np

If you survive hanging or choke yourself too hard, you should do something idk what but something.

"In the second case, a 33-year-old male with depression attempted to hang himself. The rope gave way and he fell down. He had also taken a paracetamol, and a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug overdose. He did not lose consciousness but appeared withdrawn and depressed. Approximately 6 h...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Cepheuss]

Ended up trying again didnt pass out, lost all feeling could barely see (very fuzzy) grabbed scissors and cut rope why cant we just have an easy way out what the fuck

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Perhaps you could consider other methods?

 

[Cepheuss]

Yeah i will be this one was just the most accessible