coolcow1289
Experienced
- Mar 17, 2026
- 206
It's all I feel. It consumes me.
Wake up, go to work, go home, sleep.
I do that every day, always and forever. I take heavy sleep pills at 4pm to knock myself out. I can't be alone with myself or my thoughts.
I have no one. I've never had anyone. I try to go out and socialize but I know it's over. The only reason I'm still here is I'm so stubborn.
Death will find me. I can't hide forever. I see everyone else and how happy they are. If only I could just pass this onto them, like the lightning cloud in Mario Kart. What did I do to deserve this?
Wake up, go to work, go home, sleep.
I do that every day, always and forever. I take heavy sleep pills at 4pm to knock myself out. I can't be alone with myself or my thoughts.
I have no one. I've never had anyone. I try to go out and socialize but I know it's over. The only reason I'm still here is I'm so stubborn.
Death will find me. I can't hide forever. I see everyone else and how happy they are. If only I could just pass this onto them, like the lightning cloud in Mario Kart. What did I do to deserve this?
