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anxiousdweller
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- Apr 10, 2026
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Why does life has to be one terrible joke where the bad outweighs the good and i always seem to self sabotage to ruin the good things that do happen , i if could live a life completely away from everyone like a hermit without having to work to keep myself " afloat" that would be the best final option but instead i have to be apart of this fucked up society and try to "make" something off my life while i didn't choose to be put on this god awful place but too scared(for now) to make and end too it doesnt help that i struggle with severe blushing ,social anxiety , depression and for the life of me i fucking hate that shit, i know a lot of people on here struggle with a lot worse which makes me feel even more like an coward but i just cant handle this shit