Discussion Tell me about the petty thing you want to stay alive for.

[uniqueusername987]

I kinda feel like I have to wait to hear the vault tracks from 1989 Taylor's Version to fully be at peace.

 

[snowlance]

I gotta see the rest of One Piece and play Outer Wilds 2 if/when it comes out!

 

[Hikikomori1]

Entertainment still makes me happy but at some point i guess i will have to come to terms with the fact that it is just escapism.

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

uhhh
1. to spite crappy adults from childhood
2. haven't figured out how to effectively incorporate redstone into my mc builds

 

[front of me]

Maybe Saw X End of this month will release

 

[lemonbunny]

hahaha i'm still dying to hear nashville by taylor swift if she ever releases it.

but my "petty" reason is basically i wanna lose some weight before i die. like have a thin and pretty death, maybe take some pictures of myself that people can remember me by instead of my ugly childhood photos. very vain, i know.

 

[リンさん]

I guess not so much of a petty reason, but in a year or two I really want to replay my favorite story game. By that time it will take me around ~3 months to go through all the content since it's still releasing.

It's legit the thing I love the most in this life

 

[uniqueusername987]

but my "petty" reason is basically i wanna lose some weight before i die. like have a thin and pretty death

I feel this so much. Luckily my method won't leave people able to have an open casket funeral for me. But I'd still rather be remembered as thin, even though I haven't been since 8th grade (thanks, bulimia and antidepressants).

 

[maidens]

I want to live to see the next event in my favorite game focused on my favorite character. I hope I can get her event card next time ! and I want to see trial 3 of milgram project...

 

[Seered Doom]

I just really like to see people who think I'm a monster see what I feel with their constant demonization and ahole behaviour to get karma they rightfully deserve

 

[passivethought121]

Getting down to a certain weight. It's not like I actually need to be there, but I also need to be there. If I found out tomorrow that there's somehow no chance that I'd ever get there, I'd absolutely progress with my plans of CTB. I always just put it off and think "Hmm, but I'm not x pounds yet."

 

[kiiyaa]

i'd like to stay alive long enough to prove everyone including myself wrong. i want to be something worth being proud of before i'm gone.

 

[draekmir]

I'm trying to get a platinum on every PlayStation game I own, currently playing all the Tales Of series which is taking literally thousands of hours... Gotta love escapism

 

[Letmedienow]

 

[Boudika]

Ice cream. I just love ice cream with cookie dough in this small buckets. That's all but it helps with keeping me alive.
Also, I really want to see House of the Dragon season 2

 

[Borderline]

There is no reason for me to stay alive anymore.

 

[mindless_imp]

purely to spite others, to make them think i can go on and live life without them in it. Apart from that, im not really hanging on by much.

 

[TheMetalhead]

I used to say that I live only to listen the new album of my favourite band, but I love my cat and seeing him makes me sad, also I want to meet with my friends and have fun for the last time, even if it may be a bit selfish from me.

 

[lsssrrr]

To see what happens with AI stuff. Don't wanna CTB right before the world gets all cyberpunk.

 

[MulherSatanás]

I hate living, and the only reason I'm here now is because of the boy I love. Unfortunately, he doesn't feel the same way I do, much less I think he will. He made me promise that I would never do anything against my life. I'm trying to live as much as I can for him, but... I'm at the point where I can't take it anymore. It is sad to know that I made a promise in vain, as I will try to suicide at my first opportunity.

 

[Kall]

I want the highest academic achievement to show my family and the world what they will be missing

 

[natthebrat]

My gf told me about a dream she had about us in which we had grown old together, babysitting my sister's grandkids, and showing them pictures from when we were young (in other words from now). I thought that was really cute and something that would be nice to see become a reality. Unfortunately even that isn't worth all the suffering between now and then, so I still hope I don't make it to that age.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

I don't have anything I want to stay alive for anymore. But there is something in the back of my mind. Something is always there ringing in the back of my mind. I'm always thinking, "What if I can enter the void tonight? What if I enter tonight, what if I somehow lucid dream and from there I enter the void state? What if today I go into the void state and manifest my desires? Then I can live the life of my dreams and not have to worry about killing myself just yet. I can revise my ENTIRE life and never have to worry about all the horrible things that happened to me. I can start over and THEN I can kill myself when I'm ready."

I keep thinking about that over and over. It plays in my head over and over and over.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I simply just don't wish to exist and I could never do under any circumstances. Existence is just a meaningless burden to me, it's tiring simply being conscious and aware, trapped in this decaying flesh prison. Existing just leads to suffering, to me it could never be desirable, all that appeals to me is the true relief of eternal sleep, only death can bring me peace and I've only ever wished for peace. The only reason why I'm still trapped here is because suicide is difficult, risky and inacessible.

 

[SSamGarrison]

waiting on tv shows, right now I'm really looking forward to beyond the spiderverse.

 

[Bagobones9]

My grandma and pain pills the bliss of oxycodone makes life bearable and only enough I wanna see where My ex goes in life always thought she'd be successful

 

[revolutionnaire23]

i guess just needing to finish these commissions. it used to be someone, but it's gone now. i just have to lose attachment to him.

 

[Jamesun]

I'm still alive because I've always wanted to see the sea up close, or going to a beach is something very silly but I've always wanted to see or touch it.

 

[sserafim]

I want to go to Cote Korean Steakhouse. I also want to stay alive for more SKZ and Enhypen songs

I don't have anything I want to stay alive for anymore. But there is something in the back of my mind. Something is always there ringing in the back of my mind. I'm always thinking, "What if I can enter the void tonight? What if I enter tonight, what if I somehow lucid dream and from there I enter the void state? What if today I go into the void state and manifest my desires? Then I can live the life of my dreams and not have to worry about killing myself just yet. I can revise my ENTIRE life and never have to worry about all the horrible things that happened to me. I can start over and THEN I can kill myself when I'm ready."

I keep thinking about that over and over. It plays in my head over and over and over.

Omg I've heard about the void state and manifestation and revision. It's Neville Goddard right? I really want to reach SATS (state akin to sleep) so that I can revise my life and change the past. I also want to manifest my desires. I also want to lucid dream and shift realities. Not sure if shifting is even real but it's worth a try. It would be so cool it if actually were

 

[gorgongrl]

My favourite game splatoon 3 is getting a dlc in spring next year... its making me consider postponing my ctb date