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Shadows From Hell

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My sister didn't ruin my life. I don't resent her at all. Knowing she exists keeps me sane. Everyday is stress/anger-free because of her. I don't think I've ever not had a moment of peace in the past few years thanks to her presence. My anxiety isn't sky-high all the time from my internal clock counting down to when she returns home and trying to avoid her. It hasn't gotten so bad that I get heart palpitations while lying down AND sitting.

I don't resent the fact that she's finally leaving to live with some trash next week because it's not like she came back into my life after leaving a first time, fucked things up, and then decided to finally go away after having already ruined everything for me.

She didn't give me an ED. It doesn't feel like she wasted all my efforts and time. I don't feel like crying. I'm not crying. I'm so full of energy. I have hope that I can at least go back to whatever was my mental state before the past two years.


Fuck you, Sis. You're not even gone yet and I'm already getting anxious that you'll be coming back or visiting often by living in two places at once. Please fuck off. Please never appear in front of me again. You ruined everything. Apparently, I can't only be depressed and suicidal. You just had to give me an ED on top of everything. You'll never understand the extreme toll on my body from the mental/physical/emotional exhaustion you've forced me to feel every single day. My life is ruined. My body is ruined. My sleep is ruined. My memory is ruined. I hate you so much. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. You deserve to experience 10x the Hell I had to go through/am going through because of the ED you caused.
 
The Blackangel

The Blackangel

Resident Sociopath
Nov 3, 2018
252
I believe that love exists.




My sister didn't ruin my life. I don't resent her at all. Knowing she exists keeps me sane. Everyday is stress/anger-free because of her. I don't think I've ever not had a moment of peace in the past few years thanks to her presence. My anxiety isn't sky-high all the time from my internal clock counting down to when she returns home and trying to avoid her. It hasn't gotten so bad that I get heart palpitations while lying down AND sitting.

I don't resent the fact that she's finally leaving to live with some trash next week because it's not like she came back into my life after leaving a first time, fucked things up, and then decided to finally go away after having already ruined everything for me.

She didn't give me an ED. It doesn't feel like she wasted all my efforts and time. I don't feel like crying. I'm not crying. I'm so full of energy. I have hope that I can at least go back to whatever was my mental state before the past two years.


Fuck you, Sis. You're not even gone yet and I'm already getting anxious that you'll be coming back or visiting often by living in two places at once. Please fuck off. Please never appear in front of me again. You ruined everything. Apparently, I can't only be depressed and suicidal. You just had to give me an ED on top of everything. You'll never understand the extreme toll on my body from the mental/physical/emotional exhaustion you've forced me to feel every single day. My life is ruined. My body is ruined. My sleep is ruined. My memory is ruined. I hate you so much. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. You deserve to experience 10x the Hell I had to go through/am going through because of the ED you caused.
I can't believe I'm asking this, and I hope I don't cause any adverse effects, but what is ED?
 
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