Talk to me.

[JustABug]

I need some connection at the moment.

Any advice you could give? Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope? Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite. Do you have a comfort movie? What did you get up too today? Did you have a good day, bad day? What did you have to eat today? Did you sleep well last night? Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?

Talk to me :)

 

[Ondine0000ff]

My day was fine, I went out to buy groceries, then i played some video games and watched animes, how about you?

 

[JustABug]

My day was fine, I went out to buy groceries, then i played some video games and watched animes, how about you?

What anime's did you watch? I watched all the Jurassic Parks and Jurassic Worlds today while painting my bedroom

 

[tinyghost]

my favorite song! this band changed my life. id never heard music like theirs before. id never really gotten into a band before. i saw them twice in the past year. my first mosh pit was there! i had so much fun it is truly a night ill never forget. their stuff had gotten me through so much, but i find this song especially beautiful and freeing.

 

[JustABug]

Check out Andrew huberman on YouTube, it helped me

Will check him out right now! Thank you, stranger

 

[february in alaska]

Today I've eaten nothing but a bowl of lima beans and three red bulls, a truly sad and hilarious depression meal

 

[JustABug]

my favorite song! this band changed my life. id never heard music like theirs before. id never really gotten into a band before. i saw them twice in the past year. my first mosh pit was there! i had so much fun it is truly a night ill never forget. their stuff had gotten me through so much, but i find this song especially beautiful and freeing.

I will listen! I love mosh pits, I always feel so alive in them lolol. What are your other favourites of theirs?

Today I've eaten nothing but a bowl of lima beans and three red bulls, a truly sad and hilarious depression meal

Sometimes it's just one of those days lolol

 

[Ondine0000ff]

What anime's did you watch? I watched all the Jurassic Parks and Jurassic Worlds today while painting my bedroom

Painting? Like changing the colors on the walls? What color did you choose?
I watched something called The Apothecary Diaries, its about a girl investigating around the imperial castle in medieval china!
Ive never watched any Jurassic movie, do you like any other franchise?

 

[Raindancer]

Hi, this is a favorite, "only in the darkness can you see the stars". I was listening to a song that had me bawling while driving home and I meant to download it but I cannot remember the name unfortunately. As for movies, for some reason, when I am feeling vulnerable any particular movie will get my interest and then I tend to watch it over and over and that is what gives me comfort. So many movies I have done that with. I am currently going through an old movie phase and watching a lot of black and whites. Today has been a good day. I woke pretty crabby, but it lifted as the day went on. I work from home so did a bit of work(not much) read a bit and watched some videos. Haven't had much of an appetite recently so mostly just drinking ginger ale (it helps my stomach). And no frustratingly I did not sleep well last night, very unrestful, probably why I was so crabby. I wanted a nap but didn't get one. Nothing exciting coming up, I am starting to get anxious about the holidays and need to start getting ready. How about you? Same questions or anything you feel like sharing<3

 

[anonymousfoxxo]

I had enough sleep which is big words.

Best wishes,

 

[JustABug]

Painting? Like changing the colors on the walls? What color did you choose?
I watched something called The Apothecary Diaries, its about a girl investigating around the imperial castle in medieval china!
Ive never watched any Jurassic movie, do you like any other franchise?

Yes I painted my walls black! An intense colour but has made the room feel more cozy! That sounds really good!! I'll add it to my list! I enjoy the Alien franchise a tonne and movies like John Wick! I can blame my AdHd for that.

my favorite song! this band changed my life. id never heard music like theirs before. id never really gotten into a band before. i saw them twice in the past year. my first mosh pit was there! i had so much fun it is truly a night ill never forget. their stuff had gotten me through so much, but i find this song especially beautiful and freeing.

The chorus to this is so good! Definitely my type of music I love this.

 

[tinyghost]

I will listen! I love mosh pits, I always feel so alive in them lolol. What are your other favourites of theirs?

yes i love how everyone is just having fun and loving the music! thats hard because im really more of an album person. but if i had to choose a few lol

 

[hi-okbye]

Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope?

" 'Mom, why do the best people die?' 'When you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?' 'The most beautiful ones.' "
i love this quote because recently my partner died. he was genuinely the best person i had ever met, he was sweet, caring, honest, everything you could every want in a person. i loved him so much, and i'm not sure why, but this quote bring a slight amount of closure. almost like it gave a reason why he was taken, instead of literally anyone else.

Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite.

Home, by Edith Whiskers (or something like that). I like the slowed version particularly. Its how i feel when i'm around my partner and i hold those moments very close.

Do you have a comfort movie?

The titanic is my favorite. i recently spend hours in a freezing cold lake so unfortunately i can relate with the characters in more ways than one. That one, plus Love Again, A Dogs Life (plus the other "a dogs" movies). I'm not entirely sure why i love the titanic, i guess i kinda relate to it in some ways. Love Again, i watched it randomly on a plane once, cried like 10 times. while i don't necessarily want to love someone else again, i just found the movie adorible. The dog movies are just heart retching, plus i love the idea of reincarnation, and finding people you love again.

What did you get up too today?

My mom pushing me out of bed because i had to eat breakfast and go to a theraputic center. I didn't want to but i was tired of yelling so i agreed.

Did you have a good day, bad day?

It was bad at the beginning, but later on, it actually turned out okay.

What did you have to eat today?

I started off breakfast with a bowl of strawberries, and crepes. On the crepes was a healthier off-brand Nutella because they ran out in the store. It was still very good, almost better. Lunch i had mozzarella sticks, but i took of the bread layering, a banana, and a salad. on the salad i put half Italian dressing, and half Cesar I wanted to compare the two to see which one is better. I say Cesar. Next time we get the salad, i'm comparing Cesar and romaine. then i had a bag of Doritos as a first snack, then a KitKat (small), Twix, air head, and a sour twizlers as a second snack (yes i took the rest of the Halloween basket). Diner i had some chicken, beef, and rice, topped with yoger, and with another salad.

Did you sleep well last night?

yes, i took an opioid the night beforehand, and it was still somewhat working, so i fell asleep like a baby for the first time in a long time.

Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?

I think i'm going to stay in my month long program, then ctb at the end. or i'll do it earlier if i'm ready.

thank you :)

 

[R_N]

The most beautiful quality of a true friendship is to understand and be understood with absolute clarity.

 

[Ondine0000ff]

Yes I painted my walls black! An intense colour but has made the room feel more cozy! That sounds really good!! I'll add it to my list! I enjoy the Alien franchise a tonne and movies like John Wick! I can blame my AdHd for that.

The chorus to this is so good! Definitely my type of music I love this.

I am very scared of Alien......
Had to look up John Wick, the movie seems very funny, I'll look it up sometime!!
Black sounds like such a sick color!!! Your room must be so cool im jealous! :3

 

[ohyouknow]

I need some connection at the moment.

Any advice you could give?

Eat whatever you think is delicious. Calories be damned.

Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope?

"Beauty is relief from monotony." From the book Cross-Pollinations: The Marriage of Science and Poetry by Gary Paul Nabhan.

Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite.

Nothing rn, but I just got over a Counting Crows craving that lasted a few days.

Do you have a comfort movie?

Midnight in Paris

What did you get up too today?

My alarm.

Did you have a good day, bad day?

Bad. I got almost no sleep because my brain is stupid and doesn't sleep like it's supposed to. Then I spent most of the day in bed, trying to sleep, and failing.

What did you have to eat today?

Frozen pepperoni pizza and a cheese-stuffed breadstick. Some spoonfuls of pico de gallo.

Did you sleep well last night?

No.

Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?

Talk to me :)

A consultation with a publishing company wherein they answer my questions and give me advice.

 

[Ε. Η. R.]

I am very scared of Alien.

Don't be afraid of horror movies, or aliens.
The biggest harm can still be caused only by non-humans.


Take a better look at the red pandas.
This used to distract me.

 

[Vesiira]

I need some connection at the moment.

Any advice you could give? Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope? Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite. Do you have a comfort movie? What did you get up too today? Did you have a good day, bad day? What did you have to eat today? Did you sleep well last night? Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?

Talk to me :)

I don't have any advice, unfortunately. My favorite song right now is "Standing Next To You" by Jungkook! It's pretty good to me, it makes me happy and feel alive a bit. My comfort movie is Mamma Mia! I had a pretty bad day, I've been feeling pretty alone. It be like that sometimes. A lot of the time. I hope you're doing okay and doing as well as you can at the moment. <3

 

[neverknowsbest0]

Love this song, gives me even more melancholy in my life

 

[Ondine0000ff]

Don't be afraid of horror movies, or aliens.
The biggest harm can still be caused only by non-humans.


Take a better look at the red pandas.
This used to distract me.

Omg there are so cuuuute!!!! X3
Thanks for sharing!
They remind me of if a fox and an hedgehog had a child!

https://youtu.be/D7bs6SuijaY?si=zIVB58w6A_SJFqyC

 

[JustABug]

Hi, this is a favorite, "only in the darkness can you see the stars". I was listening to a song that had me bawling while driving home and I meant to download it but I cannot remember the name unfortunately. As for movies, for some reason, when I am feeling vulnerable any particular movie will get my interest and then I tend to watch it over and over and that is what gives me comfort. So many movies I have done that with. I am currently going through an old movie phase and watching a lot of black and whites. Today has been a good day. I woke pretty crabby, but it lifted as the day went on. I work from home so did a bit of work(not much) read a bit and watched some videos. Haven't had much of an appetite recently so mostly just drinking ginger ale (it helps my stomach). And no frustratingly I did not sleep well last night, very unrestful, probably why I was so crabby. I wanted a nap but didn't get one. Nothing exciting coming up, I am starting to get anxious about the holidays and need to start getting ready. How about you? Same questions or anything you feel like sharing<3

What about the holidays make you anxious? Also tell me your fav black and white films! This isn't a black and white film but have you seen shutter island? I watched this movie today and I thought it was brilliant! I've been listening to closet by fleshwater on loop recently. Let me know your fav songs I would love to check them out!

" 'Mom, why do the best people die?' 'When you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?' 'The most beautiful ones.' "
i love this quote because recently my partner died. he was genuinely the best person i had ever met, he was sweet, caring, honest, everything you could every want in a person. i loved him so much, and i'm not sure why, but this quote bring a slight amount of closure. almost like it gave a reason why he was taken, instead of literally anyone else.

Home, by Edith Whiskers (or something like that). I like the slowed version particularly. Its how i feel when i'm around my partner and i hold those moments very close.

The titanic is my favorite. i recently spend hours in a freezing cold lake so unfortunately i can relate with the characters in more ways than one. That one, plus Love Again, A Dogs Life (plus the other "a dogs" movies). I'm not entirely sure why i love the titanic, i guess i kinda relate to it in some ways. Love Again, i watched it randomly on a plane once, cried like 10 times. while i don't necessarily want to love someone else again, i just found the movie adorible. The dog movies are just heart retching, plus i love the idea of reincarnation, and finding people you love again.

My mom pushing me out of bed because i had to eat breakfast and go to a theraputic center. I didn't want to but i was tired of yelling so i agreed.

It was bad at the beginning, but later on, it actually turned out okay.

I started off breakfast with a bowl of strawberries, and crepes. On the crepes was a healthier off-brand Nutella because they ran out in the store. It was still very good, almost better. Lunch i had mozzarella sticks, but i took of the bread layering, a banana, and a salad. on the salad i put half Italian dressing, and half Cesar I wanted to compare the two to see which one is better. I say Cesar. Next time we get the salad, i'm comparing Cesar and romaine. then i had a bag of Doritos as a first snack, then a KitKat (small), Twix, air head, and a sour twizlers as a second snack (yes i took the rest of the Halloween basket). Diner i had some chicken, beef, and rice, topped with yoger, and with another salad.

yes, i took an opioid the night beforehand, and it was still somewhat working, so i fell asleep like a baby for the first time in a long time.

I think i'm going to stay in my month long program, then ctb at the end. or i'll do it earlier if i'm ready.

thank you :)

Lunch sounds delicious. I'm definitely gonna make myself that later today. Also you may hear this a lot, but i'm sorry for your loss <3
Hello Hannibal lecter

The most beautiful quality of a true friendship is to understand and be understood with absolute clarity.

I am very scared of Alien......
Had to look up John Wick, the movie seems very funny, I'll look it up sometime!!
Black sounds like such a sick color!!! Your room must be so cool im jealous! :3

I'll have to send photos some time! My room is covered in horror posters tbh :)

Eat whatever you think is delicious. Calories be damned.



"Beauty is relief from monotony." From the book Cross-Pollinations: The Marriage of Science and Poetry by Gary Paul Nabhan.



Nothing rn, but I just got over a Counting Crows craving that lasted a few days.



Midnight in Paris



My alarm.



Bad. I got almost no sleep because my brain is stupid and doesn't sleep like it's supposed to. Then I spent most of the day in bed, trying to sleep, and failing.



Frozen pepperoni pizza and a cheese-stuffed breadstick. Some spoonfuls of pico de gallo.



No.



A consultation with a publishing company wherein they answer my questions and give me advice.

good luck with the consultation! Sounds super interesting!!

 

[Adûnâi]

Artificial intelligence might change our society more than the railroads and telegraph did in the 19th century, and I don't even consider the Internet revolutionary. That's my input anyway - 2025 is going to be wild. OR I'm a bullshitteur.

 

[JustABug]

Artificial intelligence might change our society more than the railroads and telegraph did in the 19th century, and I don't even consider the Internet revolutionary. That's my input anyway - 2025 is going to be wild. OR I'm a bullshitteur.

It definitely will as it's already affecting the copyright law and even suspicions of identity theft/fraud. Scary times.

 

[tourniquetbunny]

Oh goody, I need human interaction as well!

Any advice you could give?
Give yourself something to look forward to. I've been in the most depressive slump in my life recently, however out of the blue someone I haven't spoken to in a while hit me up and now we are hanging out this weekend. Am I 100% better? No, but it sure does feel nice knowing I have something to look forward to this weekend other than schoolwork and smoking weed.
Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope?
No quote in specific, but I've been rereading the bell jar and it's just such a fantastic book. I truly feel like Esther Greenwood.
Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite.
The Nurse Who Loved Me, the cover by A Perfect Circle. The original by Failure is good too, but there is something about the instrumentals in APC's cover that just resonates with my brain so hard.
Do you have a comfort movie?
Shrek 2. No comment
What did you get up too today?
I'm just getting up, so not much other than smoke. I do have work later though
Did you have a good day, bad day?
I'm not sure what this day has in store for me yet, it could either be fairly good or quite bad.
What did you have to eat today?
Nothing yet! Not even sure what I will eat today heh
Did you sleep well last night?
I slept like normal, so not very good. I am a frequent waker
Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?
Will be hanging with a friend this weekend as mentioned earlier. Other than that? Work and school Been thinking about drinking my local river water just for the rush

 

[Adûnâi]

It definitely will as it's already affecting the copyright law and even suspicions of identity theft/fraud. Scary times.

I wouldn't call it scary. It's change. I can talk to an AI chatbot, and they're improving by the month. The first games have been created with AI. It is my dream to have both a companion and any video game I can (or cannot even) think of.

 

[Raindancer]

What about the holidays make you anxious? Also tell me your fav black and white films! This isn't a black and white film but have you seen shutter island? I watched this movie today and I thought it was brilliant! I've been listening to closet by fleshwater on loop recently. Let me know your fav songs I would love to check them out!

Lunch sounds delicious. I'm definitely gonna make myself that later today. Also you may hear this a lot, but i'm sorry for your loss.

I have a very small family, mostly just my dad. It gets hard seeing all the happy families lover the holidays when my mom was alive we used to celebrate it so big. She and I were best friends and we had the best time. Really good memories, I took that time for granted. We probably won't even decorate this year. I hate the whole consumerism of the holidays and get so sick of alll the commercials. They start earlier every year.

That is so funny you mention Shutter Island, that was the last movie I kept watching over and over. It was in my favorites but somehow it got deleted. Most of the oldies I watch are on an oldies channel and it's called Sunday night noir, all the classics.

 

[JustABug]

Oh goody, I need human interaction as well!

Any advice you could give?
Give yourself something to look forward to. I've been in the most depressive slump in my life recently, however out of the blue someone I haven't spoken to in a while hit me up and now we are hanging out this weekend. Am I 100% better? No, but it sure does feel nice knowing I have something to look forward to this weekend other than schoolwork and smoking weed.
Any quotes you've heard recently that you relate too or perhaps give you some resemblance of hope?
No quote in specific, but I've been rereading the bell jar and it's just such a fantastic book. I truly feel like Esther Greenwood.
Tell me your favourite song at the moment and why it's your favourite.
The Nurse Who Loved Me, the cover by A Perfect Circle. The original by Failure is good too, but there is something about the instrumentals in APC's cover that just resonates with my brain so hard.
Do you have a comfort movie?
Shrek 2. No comment
What did you get up too today?
I'm just getting up, so not much other than smoke. I do have work later though
Did you have a good day, bad day?
I'm not sure what this day has in store for me yet, it could either be fairly good or quite bad.
What did you have to eat today?
Nothing yet! Not even sure what I will eat today heh
Did you sleep well last night?
I slept like normal, so not very good. I am a frequent waker
Any upcoming plans, ctb related or not?
Will be hanging with a friend this weekend as mentioned earlier. Other than that? Work and school Been thinking about drinking my local river water just for the rush

God I wish we could smoke together so bad. Smoking right now to start my day off too !

 

[JustABug]

I have a very small family, mostly just my dad. It gets hard seeing all the happy families lover the holidays when my mom was alive we used to celebrate it so big. She and I were best friends and we had the best time. Really good memories, I took that time for granted. We probably won't even decorate this year. I hate the whole consumerism of the holidays and get so sick of alll the commercials. They start earlier every year.

That is so funny you mention Shutter Island, that was the last movie I kept watching over and over. It was in my favorites but somehow it got deleted. Most of the oldies I watch are on an oldies channel and it's called Sunday night noir, all the classics.

I can't believe it was one of your favourites! How lucky! I hope this Christmas will be how you desire! What would you like Christmas to look like for you?

 

[tourniquetbunny]

God I wish we could smoke together so bad. Smoking right now to start my day off too !

I hope its a nice toke buddy! Weed is one of the only things keeping me sane atm, I need more friends to smoke up with

 

[Raindancer]

I can't believe it was one of your favourites! How lucky! I hope this Christmas will be how you desire! What would you like Christmas to look like for you?

Wow, I m not sure how to answer. Ideally I would like it the way it used to be. We had so many traditions which started the day after Thanksgiving. The whole month leading up to Christmas was full of family, friends and activities. I come from a small town where everyone knew everyone and it had all the charm of small town Christmases. The way I feel right now, I'd like to avoid the whole thing. How about you? Where are you right now with everything?