Taking SN now

[in pain]

Originally was planning on taking 1/3rd recommended dose of SN but I have decided against it now. Going to go with the official recommendation from the latest PPH. I have 2 glasses of 20g SN each ready and also 2 glasses with 500 mg of Diazepam each.

• 1 hour ago - 1000 mg acetaminophen
• 45 minutes ago - 30 mg Meto
• Now - 20 g SN
• Now - 500 mg Diazepam

The diazepam drink was more gross than the SN, extremely bitter

Good luck to everyone here, hope you all find peace in this life or the next.

 

[Ali25]

I wish you luck

 

[Shivali]

Peace

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you freedom from all suffering.

 

[in pain]

Heart rate 148 BPM, starting to get a bit dizzy, no vomiting yet. Going to sit by the backyard window and look at nature one last time.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

How are you doing? I wish you the best.

 

[MatthewV3]

Wish you good luck :)

 

[Niirvana]

I'm so sorry, I hope the process is as painless as possible and that you can find peace, per aspera ad astra ♥

 

[H0110W]

This is so sad, because I know this will be me in a few weeks. I'm also going to be enjoying nature for a while as I fade away. Anyway, I hope that OP will not suffer if this is his final decision, and that if he changes his mind at the last minute, he'll be saved before it's too late and then recover to the point of not wanting to ctb anymore.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

This is so sad, because I know this will be me in a few weeks. I'm also going to be enjoying nature for a while as I fade away. Anyway, I hope that OP will not suffer if this is his final decision, and that if he changes his mind at the last minute, he'll be saved before it's too late and then recover to the point of not wanting to ctb anymore.

I second this, and hope the same for you as well.

 

[Willto]

Admire your determination, wish you peace

 

[Wunderkind]

It's been over a year, how does it work?

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Sittichmutter]

Heart rate 148 BPM, starting to get a bit dizzy, no vomiting yet. Going to sit by the backyard window and look at nature one last time.

It is not Fair. Why so much suffering? I wish nobody would die by suicide.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

Update seven minutes after ingestion and no further posts, that's been pretty consistent for those who've managed a second post.
500 mg is a lot of diazepam. Wonder how the PPH came up with that, like what does 500 do that 100 doesn't.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

500mg is certainly a lot. I couldn't hope to obtain that much

 

[Finding Sirius]

I hope you have a peaceful crossing, farewell.

 

[flightless bird]

I hope you felt no pain, I hope you're somewhere safe. You'll be in my thoughts.

 

[WaveringLight]

I'm sorry you were @in pain throughout your life, I hope at least this process wasnt too much suffering either. It saddens me that this is the conclusion you have ultimately decided on, but I understand. May I hope you find peace.

 

[DeathBecomesMe_2021]

Update seven minutes after ingestion and no further posts, that's been pretty consistent for those who've managed a second post.
500 mg is a lot of diazepam. Wonder how the PPH came up with that, like what does 500 do that 100 doesn't.

I believe diazepam has a 'ceiling effect.' However I don't know at which dosage that happens.

I hope the OP didn't suffer too much. Diazepam is a long-acting benzodiazepine, so I hope it kicked in before any potential nasty effects from the SN could be felt.

 

[freedomcalls]

Pausing in your honour, and wishing you peace

 

[heavyeyes]

Rest in peace

 

[Huntfish34]

With 500 mg of Valium I couldn't imagine much pain was felt but it certainly could have been uncomfortable.

Regardless; Thoughts and prayers in whatever happened. Godspeed.

 

[DeathBecomesMe_2021]

With 500 mg of Valium I couldn't imagine much pain was felt but it certainly could have been uncomfortable.

Regardless; Thoughts and prayers in whatever happened. Godspeed.

500mg is a very large dose so chances are it probably overwhelmed the OP's system and she/he died peacefully (if the OP was able to keep it down along with the SN, that is.)

 

[Huntfish34]

Agreed, very true.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Account online a few hours ago. You okay buddy?

 

[Cantbereal]

Only 1 dose of meto????

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you found your peace from this world.