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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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Hi Beautiful Real Family,

I'm Rabeka. Nice to make your aquaintance. I've decided the way I'm going to catch that beloved luxurious bus is by Nitrogen Hypoxia.

I'm going to have the money May 1st so that's when I'm going to buy my ticket and use it.

I want to thank you all for being here and especially actually taking the time to talk to me. I'm incapable of making friends. My existence is a very lonely one. Just to have some connection, any connection with others is a blessing. It means the WORLD to actually connect with others.

Thank you SS for existing. I owe my life to you.

TO ALL OF YOU CHARLATANS SPEWING YOUR FILTH ABOUT HOW NITROGEN HYPOXIA ISN'T THE MOST PEACEFUL AND QUICKEST WAY TO CTB...
WHEN IT'S USED ON PRISONERS WHO DON'T ACTUALLY WANT TO DIE, THE CONDEMNED WILL DO EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO DELAY THE HYPOXIC PROCESS BY THRASHING THEIR HEAD ABOUT IF THEY CAN AND HOLDING THEIR BREATH.

I remember when I was a teenager my friend showed me huffing to get high. We used a can of compressed tetraflourethane gas. I blew all the air out of my lungs and then inhaled as deeply as possible the gas. It would give me a euphoric rush like no other. There were times when I would pass out after inhaling. It was always quick and peaceful. Also your voice would get extremely low so I'd do Elvis impressions.

Thank you for your time. I dedicate the song: Take My Breath Away by Berlin to my journey into permanent peace.

Love You All

Life Is Worth Living If It's Actually Worth Living

❤️ Take Care ❤️
 
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caulifloweravalanch

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Apr 14, 2026
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Nice to meet you too Rabeka!
 
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TO ALL OF YOU CHARLATANS SPEWING YOUR FILTH ABOUT HOW NITROGEN HYPOXIA ISN'T THE MOST PEACEFUL AND QUICKEST WAY TO CTB...
WHEN IT'S USED ON PRISONERS WHO DON'T ACTUALLY WANT TO DIE, THE CONDEMNED WILL DO EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO DELAY THE HYPOXIC PROCESS BY THRASHING THEIR HEAD ABOUT IF THEY CAN AND HOLDING THEIR BREATH.
what?????

what did i miss?

yep hallo Rabeka
 
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le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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Hi. Yeah they're stupid. Nitrogen Hypoxia when you actually want to die is quick and painless.
did people on this forum bothered you or something?


TO ALL OF YOU CHARLATANS SPEWING YOUR FILTH ABOUT HOW NITROGEN HYPOXIA ISN'T THE MOST PEACEFUL AND QUICKEST WAY TO CTB...
i mean if i knew somebody would want to lit himself on fire the only thing i can do is advice not to do it. but that descision is his to take.

but what happend for you to have this reaction?
or is it meant a little bit as a joke? sorry im confused
 
EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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did people on this forum bothered you or something?



i mean if i knew somebody would want to lit himself on fire the only thing i can do is advice not to do it. but that descision is his to take.

but what happend for you to have this reaction?
or is it meant a little bit as a joke? sorry im confused
No one here. If you go on YouTube and look up Nitrogen Hypoxia you have people saying it's not quick and painless because they are now using it Capital Punishment and the prisoners they put to death don't want to die thus they hold their breath or thrash about if thry can delaying the process. It's quick and painless for those who actually want to die.
 
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SoLowHollow48

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Nov 24, 2025
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Life Is Worth Living If It's Actually Worth Living
Damn right.

Fly high, girlie.

Also, I love that fucking song.

To end it, I believe having friends are overrated anyway. I just talked to a Serbian guy last night from this anonymous voice chat site and that alone was a much more comforting company than whatever the fuck I have with my actual friends irl.

TLDR, you can find friends anywhere. I don't truly know your reason to go but if you've exerted all options and this one still sticks out the most... no one can stop you.

Godspeed.
 
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No one here. If you go on YouTube and look up Nitrogen Hypoxia you have people saying it's not quick and painless because they are now using it Capital Punishment and the prisoners they put to death don't want to die thus they hold their breath or thrash about if thry can delaying the process. It's quick and painless for those who actually want to die.
oooh ok i thought like people on here was talking shit xD
sorry. i was like i can't imagine people on here doing that xD
 

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