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nosoul

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Here is the video, I'm at about same height need to sit back like him, I've tried but scary, I'm using bedsheets, will I passout on initial drop? Trying to muster up courage my body and brain too fucked but looks tough

 
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I prefer SN with a lot of painkillers and benzos or carbon monoxide
For a smooth ride.
 
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nosoul

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I prefer SN with a lot of painkillers and benzos or carbon monoxide
For a smooth ride.
Yeah but my intestines too blocked for sn, will take benzos has to work, I can't exist not resting and eating. Not like insomniacs who nap or crash, my shit is always on,sleeping meds constipated me, I can't go on like this, no energy no healing,no peace
 
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Sometimes when meds cause constipation, going off them makes everything work again. Takes a few days of pain and sickness, then a few sad days of incredibly messy and unsatisfying shits that never seem to be enough. I've been there. The toxicity from the build up causes dizziness and fainting after a few weeks, and then you're sure the math is wrong, because who could survive a month without shitting? But it wasn't meds with me, it was fancy drugs.
 
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nosoul

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Sometimes when meds cause constipation, going off them makes everything work again. Takes a few days of pain and sickness, then a few sad days of incredibly messy and unsatisfying shits that never seem to be enough. I've been there. The toxicity from the build up causes dizziness and fainting after a few weeks, and then you're sure the math is wrong, because who could survive a month without shitting? But it wasn't meds with me, it was fancy drugs.
Can't get off meds, that's my only sleep I get.
 
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That's a hellish trap. I really hope you find a way out.
 
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nosoul

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That's a hellish trap. I really hope you find a way out.
I'm gonna die soon, this is like fatal insomnia I'm so exhausted mentally everyday maybe today I end suffering like Swedish guy, can't eat,can't relax I'm so fucked
 
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4everHeartBroken

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Here is the video, I'm at about same height need to sit back like him, I've tried but scary, I'm using bedsheets, will I passout on initial drop? Trying to muster up courage my body and brain too fucked but looks tough


Can anyone say when this man became unconscious? It almost looks like he became unconscious while he was convulsing (I hope he was!) but that is so extremely difficult to know. It looks like he fell unconscious around the time his back arched, but it's impossible to know for sure. Any ideas on how long it takes to fall unconscious with a partial? Thank you in advance.
I'm gonna die soon, this is like fatal insomnia I'm so exhausted mentally everyday maybe today I end suffering like Swedish guy, can't eat,can't relax I'm so fucked
I'm so sorry you are/were in so much pain. ❤️‍🩹😢
 
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MiMif

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Why is It so hard to die 😭


It looks so painful and as someone who has tried partial hanging and failed it hurts like shit too
 
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