balladeer
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- Sep 28, 2025
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For my plan I have bought 3 bottles of lidocaine spray over the past month and have poured them in a cup to fully drink.
I've met 2 people that were willing to suggest me this method, with one of them saying that it won't be as painful and will result to numbness following cardiac arrest. While the other person claimed that a friend of them successfully managed to ctb (assuming they were an adult male and my body does not weigh that much in comparison.)
I am very desperate and have accepted the fact that there is no such thing as a 'painless' suicide for I am unfortunate enough to have no access to better methods such as SN, but I'd still like to hear what you guys might think?
I've met 2 people that were willing to suggest me this method, with one of them saying that it won't be as painful and will result to numbness following cardiac arrest. While the other person claimed that a friend of them successfully managed to ctb (assuming they were an adult male and my body does not weigh that much in comparison.)
I am very desperate and have accepted the fact that there is no such thing as a 'painless' suicide for I am unfortunate enough to have no access to better methods such as SN, but I'd still like to hear what you guys might think?
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