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Dawns

Dawns

Student
Apr 5, 2023
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this is probably going to be removed even tho i'm not even asking for advice. im asking what you guys are planning on using for SI if that is a concern for your CTB?? I'm considering alcohol and/or benzos from dark web. From what i've read on here these are most common, but still curious about other's situations.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
518
conditioning by self-Hypnosis, mega dosing on oxytocin and then withdrawing abruptly, and a-HIIA inhibitors as far as chemical solutions. Increase testosterone levels to promote impulsiveness and inner convergence of capacity for inner aggression. Also successful (fatal) suicide which is rare, is possible but everything has to be set up so that when the stars align it's like lock and key. Have a ready to go CTB kit, and remember failing to plan, is planning to fail.

The obvious ones would be gaba a agonists, alcohol and BZDs beans combined with potent opioids you can get on the dark net and the liquid nitrogen method.

Just off the top of my head.

Hopefully it doesn't come to that but, if it does, see you on the other side. Hope you find your peace.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
Probably going to use alcohol, but I still need to be sober enough to be able to use the rope.
 
sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
224
my method is SN, i'm hoping that if i do everything right then SI won't be too much of a hurdle. i think it depends on the method, something like jumping or hanging have such a high risk of failing in part due to SI taking over last second. i have a thread that some might find useful.

Understanding SI 2024
 
Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
497
Benzos, certainly, given that alcohol is not specifically recommended for my method (SN) due to vomiting. SI is almost inevitable, in any case and with any method, but it is important to do everything to minimize its effects. I would like to note that with benzos and with any opioids, the dose must be strictly taken into account, because in practice it has happened that excessive doses lead to unconsciousness before completing the protocol. Also interesting is Propranolol, which reduces tachycardia (which is one of disturbing symptoms of SI) also acts as an anxiolytic.
 

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