Suicide

[mollydelma]

Hi, new here…

Been suffering with significantly with my MH since October, been on three lots of medication and therapy, nothing works. Lost custody of my child due to my MH and DV relationship, out of work due to MH which has resulted in bills not being paid and debt building up, family and friends have disappeared due to DV relationship. I only see one way out and that thought makes me happy which I like. I want a painless way but I'm limited on options. It will be a while before I am found as I have nobody who checks in on me so ideally something I can do at home… I currently have 57 25mg Quetiapine tablets, 32 25mg amitriptyline tablets and 52 40mg propranolol…. Due to previous misuse I am given weekly prescriptions from my GP but have been collecting these for some time with all intentions on eventually doing this, just wondering if it's possible I now have enough as I don't feel like I can wait any longer? Alternatively, anything I can buy online to assist as I know over the counter medication is no good. I am UK based. TIA.

 

[rainwillneverstop]

a random medicine combination just leaves you at great risk of surviving with damaged organs.

besides, the things you listed are far from fatal in overdoses.

to break it down, LD50 for Quetiapine is 2000 mg/kg, amitriptyline 140 mg/kg and propranolol 565 mg/kg.
ld50 = dose that half animal test subject passed away.
it cannot be used to reliably dose a fatal OD but it's just to show the risks of taking those drugs have (in the way that you likely will survive terribly.)

there's a reason the peaceful pill handbook only has 1 drug combination and it requires very strong pain medication among others.

it's not worth it, sorry.
I recommend you research well before making a decision.