Suicide secret or everyone told

[Ch92921]

For me its a secret

 

[FuneralCry]

It is a secret for me. Nobody in real life has a clue. If I told people they would not accept and understand my decision. They would want me to stay alive for selfish reasons. I wish euthanasia was legal and I could tell everyone and then I could peacefully exit this world.

 

[aludnelac]

when you try to tell people in any capacity, usually i've found they just try to make your life worse by getting in the way and getting upset at you.. some people are understanding and kind about it, but it's hard to tell them too, because it's too for me to confront how i might be hurting them in such an overt manner.. saying goodbye is one thing, but it has to be seen after it's too late..

 

[Xaxysh]

I wanna tell some people online before i go, but that is all.

 

[EdibleGasMask]

I've known the people in my life for a while and im sure if told them they'd call the police. They've called for other people before and I hate dealing with cops so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

 

[TVtrays]

My friends know. The emotions are too strong and I can't keep them in. They've caught me self harming and seeing scars, I break down, flood gates open and the next thing I know I'm bring driven to the ER

 

[Sprite_Geist]

A secret. Firstly because I try to be as private as possible with most things.

Secondly: because they not would understand if I did tell them. Suicide is viewed by many to be the act of an ill mind which I do not agree with. When a person is perceived to be mentally ill everything they say or do is invalidated by others, so what is the point in talking when whatever you say will be ignored?

 

[AntHydra]

Some people know I've attempted before, but I've told no one I'm attempting again. I don't want to seem manipulative by talking about it, and I certainly don't want to be intercepted. That said, I'm sure at least some people could intuit what my plans are.

 

[Quiet Desperation]

I sent notes without a delay (carefully planned to avoid intervention) and then backed out of my attempt due to SI. Lost everything I had, awesome job, gf, friends. Do not recommend repeating my mistake.

 

[Bedrock48]

Everyone more or less knows in my life, although they probably know less about current issues. All people in my life know I spent time in a psych ward and not long after my release I was a missing person, found oded near a bridge.

Not proud of those times in my life but I was very unwell. Still am but I now live alone so it's much easier to keep it to myself and my therapist.

 

[ClownMe]

Mine's a secret, i imagine everyone who i come across in everyday life will be shocked once I leave. I would like to say my family knows but they're fairly delusional so I don't think they know either.

 

[Ash]

Mental health professionals know but I've not told any friends. (Or family, not that I speak to many of them anyway.)

 

[Marktheghost]

I've told a few people. Nobody cares though.