suicide pact musings

[wristcutangel]

not looking for someone to partner with, this is just some thoughts on the matter.

the idea of dying with someone else is really appealing to me, especially with a romantic partner. it's definitely not something i'd recommend to anyone else, but to me it seems like such a nice way to go. the only thing that'd scare me is if i survived and they didn't. but since i'm just fantasizing, i suppose there's no need to think of that.

the idea of just strangers isn't too bad either, although rather than a pact i think a group suicide would be nicer in that case. regardless, it'd be nice. dying alongside someone i love, knowing nothing in life can ever separate us, not even death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would always prefer to die far away from other people, but I think that nobody should have to die alone if that is what they wish for, sadly we exist in a world that makes suicide so lonely for people, suffering people deserve to have their wish to die respected.

 

[fated to die]

i would not mind dying beside my wife. but i know it is just a dream waiting to disappear from me. i would love knowing that being in close proximity to her, even while dying, comforts me. if i had to go, i'd want her next to me.

 

[MrDarkness]

I always wish I could die in the arms of someone I love, that won't ever happen so idk why I keep wishing for it

 

[suicidalloser]

this asking no begging to get other parties involved in hot water.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think it's difficult to make a CTB partnership work. I'm speaking from experience. For one, both, or more, parties need to be on the same page, as far as a timeline is concerned. And then there is the logistic of it all, as far as people being located in different places. Bodies need to be claimed and returned to a person's locale, if that is their desire. Also, there are concerns regarding if one person backs out while the other one is successful. Genuine legal concerns. Actually, there are legal concerns even if all the parties are successful, as the families could sue the other families involved for wrongful death. Some people aren't able to understand these concerns and summarily dismiss them as non-issues, even though they are very real to one of the parties. I have a posting up in the Partner's Thread, too. I truly understand how comforting it would be to not be alone at such a monumental event in one's life. But, everyone has to understand everyone elses concerns and be respectful to them. I know it can be hard for some to do that when all one can think about is ending their own misery, but other's concerns are valid and deserve respect, too. I think it's harder than it seems to get differing ideas to meld properly in order to achieve a good symbiotic relationship to reach a common goal. I think it can be done, but it's hard, and I think one just has to find that right person. I thought I did for a while, but as time went on, more and more "disconnects" started creeping into the relationship. Developing "feelings" makes it even that much harder. A little luck finding that right person wouldn't hurt, either. It's not as straight forward as it seems it should be. Oh well, that's my two cents. Enough ramble.