suicide is the most rational option

[forfever]

i think any sane person in my situation would, at the very least, consider suicide.
i am plagued by an illness that has ruined my life and hurts the few people i have left.
i am alienated from everyone. i don't even remember the last time i left my home

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this pain and suffering in this torturous existence, I wish you the best.