snowyyy
in pursuit of freedom
- Nov 26, 2023
- 34
It's tough with today's society when it comes to the issue of suicide.
Suicide is a normal thing. I am a person who respects every decision and opinion.
Yes, there are people who want to free themselves from destructive thoughts, want to live and do not want to die. Then as much as possible help is sought and offered.
But there is another group that does not desire life as others do. I am a pure example of this.
I have had suicidal thoughts since childhood, this constructed world is not for me to function. Everyone around me tells me, ah this will pass you by. These are temporary bad moments. No, they aren't.
Nonetheless, I wanted to try, not for myself, but just to prove to others that I can't be helped and I am merely the error of this existence.
I took many medications from different groups, none of them had positive effects, literally, none. Instead, I acquired many side effects that prevented me from functioning physically. I'm not a doctor, or any other human great specialist, but I've had many head examinations done, and I don't need any unnecessary chemistry to be delivered to my brain. Fact, any psychiatrist will throw drugs at you at first glance, but it doesn't always work.
I have been to seven therapists, none of them understood me. Constant chatter just about the obvious things - find a hobby, go out to people, fight it out. Homeboy, I don't have the strength.
In addition, I was placed in a psychiatric hospital for a month without my consent. This has already totally ruined my psyche. Terrible conditions were there and everyone was like a zombie after the drugs.
I have really noticed from a young age that I don't belong here. I just don't want to be here. Why is this so hard to comprehend? I have availed myself of a lot of help, this should already make one realize that since one cannot help this individual then with their consent after some more research and discussions with experienced doctors and therapists one will euthanize.
Not everyone has the desire to live on this meaningless globe, fact everyone will die anyway, but why should I suffer so many years to old age?
Fuck, why do people have power over animals and they can deprive them of life whenever they want? Literally without their any consent. And when an already developed and thinking human being wants to end HIS life, that's a problem.
That's what makes me so angry, everyone has their own life and can set it up as they want.
That's why I personally respect for the right to choose, suicide is as ok as possible and should be a normal legal thing. Only after professional examination of such a person, so that it is not thoughtless or impulsive.
Suicide is a normal thing. I am a person who respects every decision and opinion.
Yes, there are people who want to free themselves from destructive thoughts, want to live and do not want to die. Then as much as possible help is sought and offered.
But there is another group that does not desire life as others do. I am a pure example of this.
I have had suicidal thoughts since childhood, this constructed world is not for me to function. Everyone around me tells me, ah this will pass you by. These are temporary bad moments. No, they aren't.
Nonetheless, I wanted to try, not for myself, but just to prove to others that I can't be helped and I am merely the error of this existence.
I took many medications from different groups, none of them had positive effects, literally, none. Instead, I acquired many side effects that prevented me from functioning physically. I'm not a doctor, or any other human great specialist, but I've had many head examinations done, and I don't need any unnecessary chemistry to be delivered to my brain. Fact, any psychiatrist will throw drugs at you at first glance, but it doesn't always work.
I have been to seven therapists, none of them understood me. Constant chatter just about the obvious things - find a hobby, go out to people, fight it out. Homeboy, I don't have the strength.
In addition, I was placed in a psychiatric hospital for a month without my consent. This has already totally ruined my psyche. Terrible conditions were there and everyone was like a zombie after the drugs.
I have really noticed from a young age that I don't belong here. I just don't want to be here. Why is this so hard to comprehend? I have availed myself of a lot of help, this should already make one realize that since one cannot help this individual then with their consent after some more research and discussions with experienced doctors and therapists one will euthanize.
Not everyone has the desire to live on this meaningless globe, fact everyone will die anyway, but why should I suffer so many years to old age?
Fuck, why do people have power over animals and they can deprive them of life whenever they want? Literally without their any consent. And when an already developed and thinking human being wants to end HIS life, that's a problem.
That's what makes me so angry, everyone has their own life and can set it up as they want.
That's why I personally respect for the right to choose, suicide is as ok as possible and should be a normal legal thing. Only after professional examination of such a person, so that it is not thoughtless or impulsive.
