suicide is my default setting

[eeriepuff]

no matter what's happening in my life, my brain is wired towards self destruction. i'm always looking for a way to destroy myself & i constantly wish i was dead more than anything.

 

[Hollowman]

Same here

 

[rllymiserable]

same.. even when i'm at 'peace' i will forever be drawn to the thought of killing myself

 

[eeriepuff]

same.. even when i'm at 'peace' i will forever be drawn to the thought of killing myself

i'm so lonely & wish i had friends lol

 

[rllymiserable]

i'm so lonely & wish i had friends lol

hug
me too... im so alone

 

[chapitaupe]

Same here, every time I think about something that could possibly happen in my future it always comes back to the thought that I'll die anyways

 

[IDontKnow1000]

Same here bro

 

[somethingisntreal]

Same here. Even on the "good" days my thoughts always gravitate towards suicide. I could be laughing and enjoying something and my head still goes "you should kys btw"

 

[YunoAtsuko]

i feel the same way, i thought i was the only one who felt like this...!! bittersweet knowing that i'm not the only one.

 

[eeriepuff]

i feel the same way, i thought i was the only one who felt like this...!! bittersweet knowing that i'm not the only one.

:) even on this forum i still feel lonely a lot tbh

:) even on this forum i still feel lonely a lot tbh

a lot of people understand but it's difficult talking to people. all i want is connection

 

[Ashu]

In an Italian book of quotations, I once found one by Herman Hesse that I have searched for but never found again, something like this: "There are men of whom it can be said that suicide is a probability."

 

[Pluto]