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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Trapped in a mind numbing existence, sneaking around against odds to escape, collecting materials without a way of doing things properly
 
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catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
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i know im probably the only person to give a shit about this thread but i completely agree escaping shitty people
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Life is a prison, some prisons are worse than other prisons, but still I call it a prison inside prison inside prison, there are 3 prisons in a prison when the bad luck gets you in the real formal prison built by gov -then the prison that's built by the cell mates, and each mind prison.
 
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obafgkm

Experienced
Jun 3, 2022
217
i know im probably the only person to give a shit about this thread but i completely agree escaping shitty people


It's easier to do it in the past because prison walls were like made with sand. Now it is much harder with reinforced concrete and 4k ai cameras. It's the same they have banned deadly sleeping pills and diluted helium, making escaping life more difficult.
 
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gimzero

Student
Aug 15, 2022
148
If life is so special then we have no wars no killings no accidents and just glory the creator so we live in a prison with no escape.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
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Sure is.' Collecting materials without a way of doing things properly'- totally my situation.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,455
Absolutely. Life definitely feels like a hostage situation where the 'normies' criticise you for trying to escape... but maybe they all have Stockholm Syndrome.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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"I'm gettin outta this joint if it kills me"
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,074
Yes, it really is. Suicide is just so unnecessarily difficult and complicated. And then there is also the risk of the ctb method not arriving, ctb plans being potentially interrupted by someone else and of course there is all the secrecy involved and all the research to make sure nothing fails. It's just so tiring. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and peaceful methods are easily available.
 
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brokensea

brokensea

Arcanist
Aug 4, 2022
405
Life definitely feels like a prison. I always think of it like a darkness. When my boyfriend died by suicide I had this feeling there was just some malevolent darkness in this world and I thought it would come and take me away too. Now I feel this darkness has invaded my soul every day telling me to die. Like a cancer in my soul destroying any light. Draining the color from my life and everything is gray and nothing. The darkness is so much bigger and stronger than I am and I don't have any strength to fight it because it's taken my strength as well.

My prison has now become life itself. My home in which I never leave to go anywhere or do anything and the surfaces I lay on day after day is the only place to have some quiet from the world outside that is only filled with darkness. I make myself small in a tiny space in a home I never leave and it is like living as a prisoner in a prison cell.
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
399
That was the first movie I ever saw in a theater without a parent. I remember feeling bad for the dude that was too slow and got left behind.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Life definitely feels like a prison. I always think of it like a darkness. When my boyfriend died by suicide I had this feeling there was just some malevolent darkness in this world and I thought it would come and take me away too. Now I feel this darkness has invaded my soul every day telling me to die. Like a cancer in my soul destroying any light. Draining the color from my life and everything is gray and nothing. The darkness is so much bigger and stronger than I am and I don't have any strength to fight it because it's taken my strength as well.

My prison has now become life itself. My home in which I never leave to go anywhere or do anything and the surfaces I lay on day after day is the only place to have some quiet from the world outside that is only filled with darkness. I make myself small in a tiny space in a home I never leave and it is like living as a prisoner in a prison cell.
Same same
 
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