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Life is a prison, some prisons are worse than other prisons, but still I call it a prison inside prison inside prison, there are 3 prisons in a prison when the bad luck gets you in the real formal prison built by gov -then the prison that's built by the cell mates, and each mind prison.
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Astral Storm, foreverfalling, thelookingontheway and 3 others
It's easier to do it in the past because prison walls were like made with sand. Now it is much harder with reinforced concrete and 4k ai cameras. It's the same they have banned deadly sleeping pills and diluted helium, making escaping life more difficult.
Absolutely. Life definitely feels like a hostage situation where the 'normies' criticise you for trying to escape... but maybe they all have Stockholm Syndrome.
Yes, it really is. Suicide is just so unnecessarily difficult and complicated. And then there is also the risk of the ctb method not arriving, ctb plans being potentially interrupted by someone else and of course there is all the secrecy involved and all the research to make sure nothing fails. It's just so tiring. I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and peaceful methods are easily available.
Life definitely feels like a prison. I always think of it like a darkness. When my boyfriend died by suicide I had this feeling there was just some malevolent darkness in this world and I thought it would come and take me away too. Now I feel this darkness has invaded my soul every day telling me to die. Like a cancer in my soul destroying any light. Draining the color from my life and everything is gray and nothing. The darkness is so much bigger and stronger than I am and I don't have any strength to fight it because it's taken my strength as well.
My prison has now become life itself. My home in which I never leave to go anywhere or do anything and the surfaces I lay on day after day is the only place to have some quiet from the world outside that is only filled with darkness. I make myself small in a tiny space in a home I never leave and it is like living as a prisoner in a prison cell.
Life definitely feels like a prison. I always think of it like a darkness. When my boyfriend died by suicide I had this feeling there was just some malevolent darkness in this world and I thought it would come and take me away too. Now I feel this darkness has invaded my soul every day telling me to die. Like a cancer in my soul destroying any light. Draining the color from my life and everything is gray and nothing. The darkness is so much bigger and stronger than I am and I don't have any strength to fight it because it's taken my strength as well.
My prison has now become life itself. My home in which I never leave to go anywhere or do anything and the surfaces I lay on day after day is the only place to have some quiet from the world outside that is only filled with darkness. I make myself small in a tiny space in a home I never leave and it is like living as a prisoner in a prison cell.
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