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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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I'm just tired of this life and I just want to leave this life and cease to exist. I'm just mentally exhausted and I just want to cease to exist from this world… I can't wait to leave this crazy world and just feel nothingness. I hate it here! I wish there was a switch off button so that I can just disappear from earth eternally… I can't wait for the world of eternal peace and feeling of nothingness just the way it was before I was born.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I'm just tired of this life and I just want to leave this life and cease to exist. I'm just mentally exhausted and I just want to cease to exist from this world… I can't wait to leave this crazy world and just feel nothingness. I hate it here! I wish there was a switch off button so that I can just disappear from earth eternally… I can't wait for the world of eternal peace and feeling of nothingness just the way it was before I was born.
Me too. To me non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss. I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born . It will be like that again after i die. As long as consciousness and sentience exist there is a very good chance of repeatedly suffering extreme pain , sufffering , unmet needs, terrible memories, boredom etc.

I can't imagine how horrible an unembodied consciousness would be so i'm glad I know there is no afterlife nor reincarnation. It's very horrible having a consciousness trapped inside the body of animal a decaying meatbag that i've had to lug around for decades against the forces of gravity and Entropy constantly feeding it , horrific

It's almost like going back in time to any year of the past 13.8 billion years. Say the year 1900 I was not alive and so had no problems then . I had no problem with not existing either.

The only solace I have is that some day after I die then I'll go back immediately to not existing forever. however the only thing is I don't want to suffer extreme long lasting pain to get to non-existence as I will anyway . I want to ctb very soon and not have to suffer anymore. Cause as long as I exist i will suffer.

In 130 years all humans including me will be dead .

In 1000 years nothing of their lives will remain , no memories nothing

I wish time travel were possible but it's not . But if It were I'd go back in time and prevent some ancestor from meeting a mate or something so that I would never have been born.
 
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May 31, 2023
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Yeah man life is tiring and cruel, it's called a gift whenever it's just a curse. I just hope that you can figure out a way to ctb soon so that you can get back to nonexistentince and find eternal peace.
 
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In 1000 years, I'm sure humans will still be around, we are a very persistent bunch. All of us will be forgotten though. I'm thinking I may be remembered 100 years from now because of my art but that's about it.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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In 1000 years, I'm sure humans will still be around, we are a very persistent bunch. All of us will be forgotten though. I'm thinking I may be remembered 100 years from now because of my art but that's about it.
Anyone on earth will eventually be forgotten and most people don't even reach 100 years old, even the Queen with so much wealth I don't think she reached 100 years old. Yeah 1000 years of naming calling each other behind each others back "what a persistent bunch sure"
Me too. To me non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss. I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born . It will be like that again after i die. As long as consciousness and sentience exist there is a very good chance of repeatedly suffering extreme pain , sufffering , unmet needs, terrible memories, boredom etc.

I can't imagine how horrible an unembodied consciousness would be so i'm glad I know there is no afterlife nor reincarnation. It's very horrible having a consciousness trapped inside the body of animal a decaying meatbag that i've had to lug around for decades against the forces of gravity and Entropy constantly feeding it , horrific

It's almost like going back in time to any year of the past 13.8 billion years. Say the year 1900 I was not alive and so had no problems then . I had no problem with not existing either.

The only solace I have is that some day after I die then I'll go back immediately to not existing forever. however the only thing is I don't want to suffer extreme long lasting pain to get to non-existence as I will anyway . I want to ctb very soon and not have to suffer anymore. Cause as long as I exist i will suffer.

In 130 years all humans including me will be dead .

In 1000 years nothing of their lives will remain , no memories nothing

I wish time travel were possible but it's not . But if It were I'd go back in time and prevent some ancestor from meeting a mate or something so that I would never have been born.
Oh yeah the ancestor said the "mate" was a loser and trouble and the ancestor was right. The "mate" stole alcohol inmy house to give to his alcoholic brother, took my polonecks without my permission, he claimed his ex was physically abusive to him and he would be so scared to pick up her calls ( now I understand why), begged me for money since he had no one else but "me", called me his "best friend" at any given chance like his life depended on it…. I guess that's why he is so desperate and clinging to the title "friends"… I heard people who were telling me that they didn't like him because of what he did to me years ago I could go on and on ( and he thought everyone hated me but liked him) Oh he is a coward because he won't admit it to me. They will be laughing with you but behind your back they will be taking bad about you . The same way they were talking bad about you and your "mupengo's" behaviour looool… No wonder the "Avatar" said he was a "P" word hahah yeah great friendship indeed. All calling each other ugly and other names behind each other's back ahah!! " yeah mr wannabe rapper.
 
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I feel the same way
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I know that my situation will only get worse the longer I wait, no way out for me. There's nothing else in my mind but my CTB plan. But there're still some obstacles that hinder me in just going ahead and CTB.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's true that the thought of permanently not existing is the only relief in such a hellish, repulsive world, I very strongly believe that we just cease existing after this and to me that's the best thing possible as all future suffering is prevented.

The existence of life truly is a horrific mistake and this world where there's unlimited potential to be tormented certainly is so nightmarish, I'm also very tired of feeling trapped here and I envy those who are gone as existing is just so dreadful and unappealing. There's no point to existing as it's just unecessary suffering and it would be ideal to be completely unaware and for everything to be forgotten about, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, I also despise existing and I see so much beauty in the thought of being able to permanently not exist.
 
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