Suicide in the Army

[moffin]

Look, I'm an army soldier; this place is cruel and disgusting. I just want to humiliate you and treat you like a rat. I pull guard duty every other day—it's going to consume me. Not to mention having to be at the barracks every single day; it's horrible. The mental pressure and strain keep mounting. I stand sentry duty armed with a FAL—a Brazilian rifle—and I've been thinking about shooting myself in the head with it while on duty. It does massive damage; there's almost no chance of survival. What do you think?

 

[Douggy82]

I think the army is probably monitoring your posts

 

[MeSauce]

Look, I'm an army soldier; this place is cruel and disgusting. I just want to humiliate you and treat you like a rat. I pull guard duty every other day—it's going to consume me. Not to mention having to be at the barracks every single day; it's horrible. The mental pressure and strain keep mounting. I stand sentry duty armed with a FAL—a Brazilian rifle—and I've been thinking about shooting myself in the head with it while on duty. It does massive damage; there's almost no chance of survival. What do you think?View attachment 207483

Your plan is straightforward and possible. The only potential problems I foresee could be someone noticing you while preparing to take the shot and physically restraining you before you can act, the firearm malfunctioning and not firing while someone sees you handling it dangerously which will lead to physical restraining you, or using incorrect aim and not getting a fatal shot(Low odds but possible).

 

[moffin]

Your plan is straightforward and possible. The only potential problems I foresee could be someone noticing you while preparing to take the shot and physically restraining you before you can act, the firearm malfunctioning and not firing while someone sees you handling it dangerously which will lead to physical restraining you, or using incorrect aim and not getting a fatal shot(Low odds but possible).

The best thing about sentry duty is that I can do whatever I want with the weapon in the dead of night, with no chance of being seen; believe me, nobody expects a soldier to shoot himself—it's very easy for anyone to commit CTB

 

[plskilme]

Thank you for your service. How much longer do you have in your term out of curiosity? I wanted to join the military after high school, but my fucking medical history fucked me from doing so. I feel so useless in life.

 

[discernment]

The main thing that came to mind was that you might be caught and stopped before you're able to actually do anything, but someone else has already mentioned this. I'm just really sorry that things are so bad that you're considering this. I hate my living situation but I truly can't imagine living in those kind of conditions :(

 

[nayomi]

cant you say you want to ctb and then they will kick you?

 

[MatiSendiri]

Look, I'm an army soldier; this place is cruel and disgusting. I just want to humiliate you and treat you like a rat. I pull guard duty every other day—it's going to consume me. Not to mention having to be at the barracks every single day; it's horrible. The mental pressure and strain keep mounting. I stand sentry duty armed with a FAL—a Brazilian rifle—and I've been thinking about shooting myself in the head with it while on duty. It does massive damage; there's almost no chance of survival. What do you think?View attachment 207483

Firearms is still the most lethal way to CTB so I think that's enough.

A bit out of topic, did you think there's no way out of the army? I think it's better for you to slip out of the army and CTB rather than doing it while still in there.