Suicide Ideation

[brokenbitch]

I have frequent thoughts of suicide like multiple times in a day. I've made plans on how I am going off myself. A part of me wants to be helped and the other part doesn't. What shuld I do?

 

[landslide2]

When part of you wants to be helped, I think you should follow that part. Have you talked to anyone about how you're feeling, family or friends?

 

[EvisceratedJester]

What shuld I do?

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Secondly, even if we're allowed to tell you what we think you should do, I don't think we should. It's your body, your choice. Only you get to decide on what you want to do. Suicide is a permanent decision so you must be the one deciding your path, not others. Though, I will say that if you have to ask others about what you should do then that's probably a sign that you should think more deeply about think. You should only attempt if you are certain that this is what you want.

 

[brokenbitch]

When part of you wants to be helped, I think you should follow that part. Have you talked to anyone about how you're feeling, family or friends?

Yes I have talked about this to my family, friends and psychiatrists. I was advised for admission because I attempted sucide 2x in a month. I'm currently getting help but I still feel helpless and hopeless even though I have a good support system.

 

[landslide2]

Yes I have talked about this to my family, friends and psychiatrists. I was advised for admission because I attempted sucide 2x in a month. I'm currently getting help but I still feel helpless and hopeless even though I have a good support system.

it's understandable how you're feeling, overwhelming at times. It may take time but let your support system help you and you do the best you can.