Suicide hotline?

[nolm]

Has anyone ever used the lifeline chat or any of the suicide prevention hotlines, and what was the experience with that? I sometimes think of them when I second guess trying to commit but don't know what that would be like. I know nothing will actually help but maybe just having someone even to just talk through the method will make my decision more clear.

 

[Anubiscan]

Well if you call the life line chat or the suicide prevention hotlines, they will talk to you in order to ovoid suicide and many times the conversation is limited. If you want to talk more deeply about how you feel you need to do it with a professional that you can trust. I recommend on line counseling so in that way you can talk freely with out the fear of been sent to an institution and if you want to talk about the method this is the right place to talk about it. Do your research and read the literature this page offers

 

[nolm]

I have my method and it's pretty fool-proof have been saving my prescription of amitriptyline for several months so I have more than I enough. Im just curious about the kind of conversations they deal with.

 

[starcrossedfate]

AhahahahahahhahhhahhahahahahahHhaaha.

Sorry I'm just really delirious right now.

 

[Anubiscan]

AhahahahahahhahhhahhahahahahahHhaaha.

Sorry I'm just really delirious right now.

Hey, how r you doing? How r you dealing with the tinnitus?

 

[starcrossedfate]

Constantly on the verge of suicide. Every second of my life. I have windows open and exit ropes always at the ready.

 

[Anubiscan]

For me is too bad I got this sh**, my life was very "very normal" but with this is game over. It's just a matter of time. For how long have you had it?

 

[starcrossedfate]

Drug induced. 3 very long months. And it's only going to get worse from here. I want to die now. It's like being stuck in a engine room of a deep sea submarine. Really loud.

 

[Anubiscan]

So what's your plan?

 

[starcrossedfate]

Jumping from a 15+ story building or partial hanging.

 

[Anubiscan]

I will go from a taller building just in case, where is the world are you?

 

[starcrossedfate]

Asia. Lots of tall buildings here.

How long have you had tinnitus for? (and how severe is it)

 

[Anubiscan]

6 months but I also have other ear related problems thank you to a cold. My T is loud at night and I can not sleep more than 3 hrs a day

 

[starcrossedfate]

I've found quite a few +20 story buildings as well but they're not always accessible.

Yeah sleeping with tinnitus sucks. Impossible at times.

 

[Anubiscan]

How old r you?

 

[MEoDP]

Not recommended. You run the risk of having the authorities called on you if they fail to convince you and you're 100% honest with them.

I've heard there are hotlines that truly respect your rights and swear to not do that,but I don't know any such hotlines myself. you may have to ask the Mods/Admins for it.

 

[starcrossedfate]

31. I feel Iike I'm 85, though.

 

[Anubiscan]

It's too bad I can not PM you, it can be interesting to chat with you since we have few things in common

 

[starcrossedfate]

Feel free to PM me any time when you get the chance.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

For me personally … I think it's a bad idea. I don't want the cops showing up at my door dragging me away to a psych ward.

 

[AussieK]

Speaking from experience, bad idea. Got myself into so much more trouble

 

[Donewith_]

I have my method and it's pretty fool-proof have been saving my prescription of amitriptyline for several months so I have more than I enough. Im just curious about the kind of conversations they deal with.

How much did you save

 

[Sayo]

'I know nothing will actually help but maybe just having someone even to just talk through the method will make my decision more clear.'

This is a good way to get yourself referred to the psych ward. They are not going to assist you in carrying out your suicide or affirm that it is a good choice; the hotlines you are thinking of exist to stop you from doing it. That being said, if you are having second thoughts, they might be able to help you de-escalate and calm down in the moment, so that you can think about it more.

 

[TAW122]

I would highly recommend against doing it because, like others said, they won't try to reaffirm with your plans or even your rationale about suicide or the right to die. You also run a high risk of getting the authorities sent to your location and being forcibly dragged to a holding cell, psych ward. I would say just keep your plans and thoughts to yourself.

 

[Lra888]

If you tell them your plan they'll probably send an ambulance or police.

 

[Merseymike]

Note that the Samaritans in the UK do not do any of these things

 

[worthless]

Please no suicide prevention hotlines. Jeez no! I once called, talked for hour and half... All the time tgey bombarded me with questions: Where am I? With who am I? (So they can call whole fucking army to "escort" me in nuthouse) Of course I haven't told and I ended phone call. The whole conversation put me in deep thoughts of how cold are people and actually calmed me down for just enough to stay alive. Kinda funny. Not their empathy, but coldness calmed me.

 

[Avicii]

I've found quite a few +20 story buildings as well but they're not always accessible.

Yeah sleeping with tinnitus sucks. Impossible at times.

Is this what you have is this the reason you want to ctb ?

I have it too pretty bad only reason I want to die was happy before this

How old are guy if don't mind and where about a re you ??

 

[Anubiscan]

Is this what you have is this the reason you want to ctb ?

I have it too pretty bad only reason I want to die was happy before this

How old are guy if don't mind and where about a re you ??

I'm in the same boat, I have T and I'm so unhappy, before life was really good, but not I don't see the reason to keep going ...

 

[nolm]

How much did you save

I have like 120 pills