Venting Suicide fantasy

[Xiukitty]

Sometimes i fantasize about killing ctb in front of my dad. I think it started when he attacked me at night once back in highschool and then said it was punishment the next morning. I think of doing it in a gorey way right in front of him. Just to show him. Maybe my neck or wrists. It feels good to think of

 

[lonelywander]

Is there any way you can get away from your dad? I hope you find love and acceptance here. My dad was hideous too. Even though he's long gone now, he destroyed us, his kids. I hope you find the love you're looking for.

 

[Xiukitty]

Is there any way you can get away from your dad? I hope you find love and acceptance here. My dad was hideous too. Even though he's long gone now, he destroyed us, his kids. I hope you find the love you're looking for.

No i dont have money to live by myself and i cant get hired anywhere that'll get me a good pay. And i dont have friends i can stay with. And im not good at making adult decisions so im stuck rn. But thank you