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flyer333

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Suicide because of chronic disease
 
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Sad to hear, sending you love. Know that you can share more, if you want.
 
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Douggy82

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Very common.
 
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What variety are you dealing with?

Sorry for your struggles, it's a cruel world, especially when you're dealt the shit hand of chronic illness.
 
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I suffer with major depressive disorder which is chronic. I want to die so badly. I'm getting closer.
 
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flyer333

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What variety are you dealing with?

Sorry for your struggles, it's a cruel world, especially when you're dealt the shit hand of chronic illness.
Worst are the pain the lack of sleep and not being able to function normaly
Sad to hear, sending you love. Know that you can share more, if you want.
When i cant function normaly i dont want to live anymore its dehumenasing not being able to live normaly
 
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Worst are the pain the lack of sleep and not being able to function normaly

When i cant function normaly i dont want to live anymore its dehumenasing not being able to live normaly
Do you know the cause of the pain?
Have you looked into John Sarno's work with chronic pain?
 
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The only reason o havet finish my self already is the risk of failing
I can only imagine, and then things will be even worse, if that is possible. Truly sorry for these conditions you are in.
Im in constant pain and need to plan evry time i visit toilet im tired of this
To this I can relate, had neuropathy and had to learn to stand and walk again. Going to the toilet was the worst ever experience!!
 
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CatLvr

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I understand how you feel. I have the same problem -- chronic pain that is uncontrolled and only gonna get worse as I age. I'm really sorry you are having to deal with this. It sucks. Bad. I wouldn't wish chronic pain of any kind off on my worst enemy.
 
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flyer333

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I understand how you feel. I have the same problem -- chronic pain that is uncontrolled and only gonna get worse as I age. I'm really sorry you are having to deal with this. It sucks. Bad. I wouldn't wish chronic pain of any kind off on my worst enemy.
Im thinking that n is the solution its more safe and less risk
 
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flyer333

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I understand how you feel. I have the same problem -- chronic pain that is uncontrolled and only gonna get worse as I age. I'm really sorry you are having to deal with this. It sucks. Bad. I wouldn't wish chronic pain of any kind off on my worst enemy.
Dehumizing when we cant function regulary and the condstant pain i think that N is the best choice
Do you know the cause of the pain?
Have you looked into John Sarno's work with chronic pain?
Its an injury of a organ in my body and then the other side effects of it i dont want to go on like this it make me driened
I suffer with major depressive disorder which is chronic. I want to die so badly. I'm getting closer.
Sorry to heare
I can only imagine, and then things will be even worse, if that is possible. Truly sorry for these conditions you are in.

To this I can relate, had neuropathy and had to learn to stand and walk again. Going to the toilet was the worst ever experience!!
Health limititions is awfull if they are cronical and gives you constant pain so you cant live normal
 
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