Discussion Suicide as revenge

[trapdoor]

Have you, now or ever, wanted to ctb as a form of revenge?

Like a, "won't they be sorry?" or "you'll wish you believed me" or "i fucking told you so"? Wanting to someone feel guilty for something they said or did to you?

 

[dragonofenvy]

Sort of. I want to (this isn't THE reason, but it's a small reason) show people that I really am suffering and that things are actually bad since people minimize it so much.

 

[femcelloser]

I was abused alot growing up so those thoughts PLAGUED my mind when I was alot younger. I'm glad I'm out of that specific headspace

 

[zadyszka]

Yes, I've had thoughts like that, but there's no way I'd ever actually CTB as a form of revenge. I'm not that evil lol
Sometimes those thoughts come back after e.g an argument but they usually disappear within a few hours

 

[EternalShore]

no. sewer slide is to relieve one's pain~ one shouldn't cause use it to cause it in others~ >_<

 

[Namelesa]

I mostly want to kill myself for things about me and life itself but I am definitely going to use my suicide as a form of revenge against my family as they have trapped me home and prevented my ctb attempts without actually trying to understand or help me much. I want them to suffer from my death and to either make them feel guilty for creating me and preventing my suicide before and trapping me or make them feel enraged by me killing myself. Either way I am going to make them feel a negative emotion with my ctb and I think they deserve it so I don't feel any remorse from it.

 

[TheHolySword]

revenge against myself, she really had it coming

 

[cyclicism]

Most definitely, but if I ever do ctb I want it to be for me and only me. I don't like the idea of my suicide being for other people (even though it makes no difference lol. my motivations won't change the reactions of those I leave behind)

 

[BadVibes]

It's fine to have thoughts like that from time to time, but to actually go through with it is incredibly attention seeking. No one will care, and if people do care, you will be an extremely selfish asshole. Suicide is a serious thing, it's the ultimate way of reliving pain. You shouldn't abuse it for petty, shallow motives like revenge.

 

[Arrival03]

No, they won't care anyway

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

No. I feel like going down that road would just make the wrong people blame themselves. If someone said or did something bad enough to you that you specifically want to call them out when you CTB, chances are they won't even feel a shred of remorse when they learn you've died.