Suicide as essential hope

[innere]

Suppose that suicide is illegal and you have to carry out your miserable life until biology decides. Imagine a world where it couldn't be possible choose death by own terms. This would be horrific and catastrophic for everyone who suffers unbearable conditions. In Italy there is a popular proverb: "Hope is the last to die". Well, I think that sometimes the truth is obtained reversing the parts of the sentence: "Death is the last hope." Whoever every fucking night goes to sleep wishing to never wake up again and has been doing it for years and years knows the bitter essence of life and deserves to be freed and unchained asap by the sweet and eternal comfort of death. So, I hope you can escape suffering in a way or in another the sooner the better.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence truly is all I hope for and could ever do, I just want to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence really is an abomination and I'd never wish for any of this, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to escape from the suffering and cruelty of existing.

 

[copioushopelessness]

Suppose that suicide is illegal and you have to carry out your miserable life until biology decides. Imagine a world where it couldn't be possible choose death by own terms. This would be horrific and catastrophic for everyone who suffers unbearable conditions. In Italy there is a popular proverb: "Hope is the last to die". Well, I think that sometimes the truth is obtained reversing the parts of the sentence: "Death is the last hope." Whoever every fucking night goes to sleep wishing to never wake up again and has been doing it for years and years knows the bitter essence of life and deserves to be freed and unchained asap by the sweet and eternal comfort of death. So, I hope you can escape suffering in a way or in another the sooner the better.

I was thinking about how I was unrealistically living on hope then my hope died. Death is the last hope.

The peace of non-existence truly is all I hope for and could ever do, I just want to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence really is an abomination and I'd never wish for any of this, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to escape from the suffering and cruelty of existing.

I feel the same. The only people I was living for are gone, either by death or distance.