I think I view suicide as I imagine a lot of 'normies' view a holiday. It's like this ultimate rest and break from work/ the general slog of life, that I'm so looking forward to. The weird part is, of course I realise, I likely won't get to consciously enjoy it. (I don't really believe in an afterlife.) Even that doesn't seem to matter though. Simply the fact that it marks the end of this shit is good enough.
I suppose the pro-life response would be to insist that you need to work on life to bring it more in line with something you enjoy. But then- very few people can afford to be on holiday the majority of the time!
I have tried though. My aim was to do a job I enjoyed- the whole- 'Love what you do and, you'll never work a day in your life.' It worked for a good long while at least. I suppose I should be grateful for that. I can't wait to let go though. I can't wait to 'resign' from life.
I suppose the pro-life response would be to insist that you need to work on life to bring it more in line with something you enjoy. But then- very few people can afford to be on holiday the majority of the time!
I have tried though. My aim was to do a job I enjoyed- the whole- 'Love what you do and, you'll never work a day in your life.' It worked for a good long while at least. I suppose I should be grateful for that. I can't wait to let go though. I can't wait to 'resign' from life.
