Discussion Suicide and happiness!

[end_terminal]

Does anyone get oddly happy when planning their suicide? Aside from the joy of well, finally being gone!

It always gives me a sense of purpose and routine. Gotta clean your room, gotta get the materials needed! Gotta think of what song you'll die to or how you're going to make your resting place super cozy. (2 thick blankets! A bunch of plushies and warm reading socks!)

This is probably a bit superficial, but what clothes you'll wear to die with or keeping yourself clean!

There's this sense of joy I can't explain, of salvation and peace! Like sorta like a warm embrace? Maybe I'm just romanticizing it, but I don't feel any sadness or pain at the prospect. Just this utter joy!!

Like I'll finally find peace and happiness!

 

[peewee]

yea, its sad but its the only thing that gives me comfort now. i also just discovered a more peaceful method and if i can acquire the stuff then i feel even better

 

[Charmander07]

This may sound rlly toxic but I am partially doing it while thinking about what other people will think. There's some people that I hope will change for the better or at least realise they aren't as nice as they think when I die. But yeah I get what you mean, it just gives me such a burst of energy just thinking about it which feels very unusual

 

[SleeplessAndSad]

I like to throw out stuff to minimize the things people have to deal with after i am gone.

Ironically having a tidy room and less things makes me happy and less suicidal lol