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lilurki

lilurki

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Mar 18, 2025
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This past week or so my suicidal thoughts were so overwhelming I sent out goodbyes and tried to hang myself. Now that I've actually started my period they've significantly lessened and I feel stupid…

My sister is making me live with her and it sucks and now I have been separated from my method. I just made my life way harder for no reason now, maybe I can still find someone to ctb or finally get so sick of everything that I try again.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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That's why you should research your method and carefully plan it. Impulsive gestures are rarely successful and just lead to getting monitored and restricted.
 
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slightoverlooked

slightoverlooked

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Dec 27, 2023
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I can relate a lot :(( I also suspect having PMDD and had a suicidal breakdown for 4-5 days :(( Hope you find what you are looking for
 
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