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- May 18, 2020
- 26
I'd say I'm around 3-4 most of the time. The worst I've been it's 6 a couple of months ago. I don't ever think I'll have the guts to ctb unless the worst case scenario happens someday. But I'd say it's definitely on the back of my mind all the time, if things don't go my way, my brain has it as an escape. So I definitely relate to that immediately.