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Fish_astronaut

Fish_astronaut

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Apr 4, 2019
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As the title suggestions, looking for legit suicidal music.

These are always my favorite threads, so figured I'd start one of my own to get some recommendations!

Here are my favs:



 
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stay_gold

stay_gold

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Dec 13, 2025
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You might like this album! :D


And here's this song if you want a different sound :p
 
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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
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These songs aren't in English, but they're very good too. It's an album that addresses several issues that led the song's character to commit suicide. He tells the story in the form of a posthumous letter; it's quite interesting. You might enjoy taking a look






I sent the songs in order (I think. I'm kind of dumb and I might have gotten them mixed up). You can look up the lyrics translation somewhere, I think it's worth it. The artist addresses various issues, including self-harm, suicide, domestic violence, bullying, drug addiction, trauma, etc.
 
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takuyangel

takuyangel

[ communist daughter ]
Feb 19, 2025
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I think it's hard to find genuine "suicidal music". With music I have a stronger desire to relate to the artist, instead of just the actual music itself. It's easy to artificially force suicidal subject matter into a song for edginess brownie points or shock value. That's why Elliott Smith's music has such a strong place in my heart. I hope he's resting well.



(my personal favorite song of his)
 
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SummerTrip

SummerTrip

aiygiwgwyaiydiwdwy
Feb 23, 2026
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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i've been listenign to that 'I walk this world all by myself' one, kind of everywhere but hits. also nick drake, he ctb at 27 and had multiple attempts
 
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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
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As the title suggestions, looking for legit suicidal music.

These are always my favorite threads, so figured I'd start one of my own to get some recommendations!

Here are my favs:




This one by the Strokes isnt inheritley suicidal but I take it that way, its about being useless & have nothing to offer the world.
 
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_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
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Might be a little cheesy sometimes lyrically but their music means a lot to me and their vocalist passed in a way many people think was a suicide (but wasn't really ever confirmed) I really like them and prolly kind of similar to draconian since they're both doom metal/gothic esque but I'm not the best with subgenres lol.

Also
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
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was bored and even made a spotify playlist. note: there are lot of songs which are not literally about suicide, but have suicideish vibe. at least i see them that way. and there are a lot of songs in russian. because thats my native language
 
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pax420

pax420

Happy last birthday to me!!!
Jan 19, 2026
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Cemetary gates- pantera. Bullet-hollywood undead. Beyond the realms of death-judas priest. Fade to black- Metallica. Hey man nice shot-filter. The final cut-pink Floyd. Ballad of hollis brown-bob Dylan. Jumper-third eye blind. Pitiful-sick puppies. Today-smashing pumpkins.
 
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Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
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was bored and even made a spotify playlist. note: there are lot of songs which are not literally about suicide, but have suicideish vibe. at least i see them that way. and there are a lot of songs in russian. because thats my native language

If you know Polish, you might like "Z pamiętnika młodej zielarki" by Happysad
It's about the aftermath of a failed attempt
 
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meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
298
If you know Polish, you might like "Z pamiętnika młodej zielarki" by Happysad
It's about the aftermath of a failed attempt
thanks! pretty depressing, i like it ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
 
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Jamesbond

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May 27, 2020
70

The last song i wrote and sang perhaps 11 years ago now, about the feelings of emptiness and knubness i experience and how the people surrounding me at the time reacted.
Another more morbid song I wrote about loss and giving up
 
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