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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
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I might ctb at any time. I'm just waiting for the right moment. Until then, I've been watching movies, but they make me feel worse. Especially coming-of-age, university life, romantic, or even "he gets his life back" stories—they all make me sad because I don't have friends, I've never experienced romantic love, and I don't feel like my life will improve.
I'm particularly drawn to movies where a boy feels messed up and a girl "fixes" him, like Buffalo '66 or The Girl Next Door. It feels like a fantasy to me someone coming into my life and changing everything. So if there are any such movies or the ones where the protagonist kills themselves irrespective of the plot, pls suggest me . Suggest only standalone ones because i got this finish fetish so if it's from a franchise or got a sequel, then i may postpone my ctb even when an opportunity comes 😅 Thank you.
 
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LitlaTa

New Member
Jun 10, 2024
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Angels of the Universe (or Englar Alheimsins). Hands down best movie to come from my country (iceland)
might be hard to find but...
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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Only issu wth tht = tht slf wld b recmmndng flms whle also spoilng thm

Ds thr deth hve 2 b suicde of cn thy b killd frm othr reasns
 
Rihan

Rihan

We alone are the true gods of this world
Jan 11, 2026
73
I have never personally watched this movie so I don't know how good it is, but I have heard of The Fire Within. It's a movie based on a French book about a man's final days before he catches the bus.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,247
Harold & Maude. Great movie 👍
 
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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
Angels of the Universe (or Englar Alheimsins). Hands down best movie to come from my country (iceland)
might be hard to find but...
Just finished watching. Thanks for recommending, the movie is depressing but surprisingly i didn't cried.
Only issu wth tht = tht slf wld b recmmndng flms whle also spoilng thm

Ds thr deth hve 2 b suicde of cn thy b killd frm othr reasns
It should be by suicide only but i don't prefer the sacrifice kinda suicides
 
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cowplantabduction

cowplantabduction

Beam me up, Scotty
Jul 21, 2025
49
It's not a movie, but I really love the graphic novel "I Am Not Okay with This" - it's a tragedy about a girl who develops telekinetic powers linked to her emotions. It got some Netflix tv series adaptation that I will probably never watch because fans of the show review bombed the book for being "too sad" (the entire point of a tragedy)
 
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Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
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I'm sure this doesn't count, but the Butterfly Effect. The first one, not the sequels... The theatrical cut I forget how it ends... the guy spends the whole movie trying to fix the past but each time he does he makes some aspect of it worse. Eventually he decides he can't be involved in helping his friends have a better life so he has to make it so he was never in their lives.

BUT... the uncensored cut has an alternate ending where instead of just never befriending them... he time travels back to his mother's womb and basically strangles himself in the womb so that he is never born. It's kind of the ultimate suicide to make the world better without you ending. It was the original ending but I think it tested as too bleak with audiences so they changed the ending to at least give the protagonist a less sad ending even though he had to give up a lot to save his friends.
 
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Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
470
The Room (2003)
 
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I'm sure this doesn't count, but the Butterfly Effect. The first one, not the sequels... The theatrical cut I forget how it ends... the guy spends the whole movie trying to fix the past but each time he does he makes some aspect of it worse. Eventually he decides he can't be involved in helping his friends have a better life so he has to make it so he was never in their lives.

BUT... the uncensored cut has an alternate ending where instead of just never befriending them... he time travels back to his mother's womb and basically strangles himself in the womb so that he is never born. It's kind of the ultimate suicide to make the world better without you ending. It was the original ending but I think it tested as too bleak with audiences so they changed the ending to at least give the protagonist a less sad ending even though he had to give up a lot to save his friends.

Tht ws th/ flm tht ws also thinkng of
 
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zerocontrol

You fell, then you died. Maybe someone cried.
Jan 25, 2024
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
199
The Room (2003)

I unironically believe that Tommy Wiseau's "The Room", despite all the memery, was an excellent tragedy.
 
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ih34rty0u

“die young and save yourself”
Apr 16, 2024
107
suicide room (2011), lilya 4-ever, girl interrupted
 
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pinapellicer

Member
Mar 15, 2026
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"They shoot horses, don't they?" Is one of my favorite movies, super pessimist and bleak.
Also "On the count of three" is about two guys trying to do a double suice.
Let me know if you watch them!
 
witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
199
Also, surprised nobody has mentioned All About Lily Chou Chou yet. It's a Japanese film but it has official English subtitles.

It is a standalone film. Technically, the "protagonist" doesn't CTB, but one of the main characters does.
 
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Arcanist
Oct 23, 2023
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1) Jules et Jim (1962) - by Francois Truffaut
2) Jalsaghar (1958) - by Satyajit Ray
3) Amour (2012) - by Michael Haneke
4) 71 fragments of a chronology of chance (1994) - by Michael Haneke
5) The seventh continent (1989) - by Michael Haneke
6) The bridge (1959) - Bernhard Wicki
7) Downfall (2004) - Bernd Eichinger
8) The big feast (1973) - Marco Ferreri
9) Life as a fatal sexually transmitted disease (2000) - Krzysztof Zanussi
10) A leap in the dark (1980) - Marco Bellocchio
 
chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
I have never personally watched this movie so I don't know how good it is, but I have heard of The Fire Within. It's a movie based on a French book about a man's final days before he catches the bus.
It's good and so relaxing to watch! I recommend it. Thanks for letting me know btw
 
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Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,875
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest does have a suicide in it, not the main protagonist though.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
962
House of Sand and Fog. Great Movie 2003
Won 3 Academy Awards
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Remmbr M/

Nt suicde bt if u wtch u wll prbbly C hw = fts in wth ur crteria in genrl
 

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