Venting suck at everything creative

[flylow1945]

i used to try my hand at writing stories but i gave up because all of my stories were unintuitive, dry, cliched, and prosaic garbage of which the only redeeming qualities where that if you turned your brain off you might find a few crumbs of enjoyment from all the cheap purple-y prose. i also tried learning coding but i'm too stupid for that too. sometimes i think i have a good idea but its always trite nonsense. i really hate everything i produce. anyone else feel similar?
(i think this is the right place for this kind of post, but please forgive me if i got it wrong, i am new)

 

[BloomingStrella]

(i think this is the right place for this kind of post, but please forgive me if i got it wrong, i am new)

Not as serious as something suicide-related, yet not recover-y enough for the recovery thread... but oddly enough I don't think it fits in here either... I'm surprised.

I relate though, it feels like out of both my hands and my brain, neither can produce something well made, and it's really humiliating... I'm so hungry for making something well made, it's eating away at me, but I know it's just not possible or realistic.

 

[struggles_inc]

Same. I'm only good at mathematical things like analytics. Everything creative I do just upright sucks ass. I have artists among my acquaintances who cheer me on when I draw but ironically shut up when I show the results.