Struggling

[barryberkman]

I've come to terms with committing recently. I've written letters to the people I know in my life, and for the past three nights I've been tying a noose up in my garage, but each of the nights I've just ended up taking it down and going to bed and staring at the ceiling in darkness. I wake up each morning feeling more pathetic and miserable. I've made my peace with dying and what comes after, but everything still feels so overwhelming. I just wish I could flip a switch and have it all be over.

 

[Zenova_]

I've come to terms with committing recently. I've written letters to the people I know in my life, and for the past three nights I've been tying a noose up in my garage, but each of the nights I've just ended up taking it down and going to bed and staring at the ceiling in darkness. I wake up each morning feeling more pathetic and miserable. I've made my peace with dying and what comes after, but everything still feels so overwhelming. I just wish I could flip a switch and have it all be over.

Im in the same place. I hope it gets better for you, one way or another.