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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
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Every day i say Ill do it tomorrow. Then i just dont. It's been like this for a month and im exhausted. All i think about is death all day.

I struggle also between the choice of sn or full hanging. It seems like hanging should be quicker. I do have pure sn that i tested though.
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

good god remove my frontal lobe already
Feb 22, 2025
392
I'm going with SN personally because I'm horrified of the pain of hanging, and if it goes wrong I could be there for 20+ minutes slowly dying while my SI makes me regret it all.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
It sounds so much more painful to hang yourself than it is to go through with SN. Personally, I don't know much else about either method, but I would pick SN. There's discomfort but at least there isn't excruciating pain.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
Hmm i didnt know you could hang that long in agony
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,230
20 minutes? Really??
Please read up on the method.
If your setup leaves you struggling that long, something is very wrong.
You owe it to yourself to do a better job of it.
You owe it to others to not post fictional stories like this.
 
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InTheAbyss

Student
Jul 30, 2024
147
I'm considering both. My preference is hanging since it's what I did as a kid. But I have sn in case I give up on figuring out how to set an anchor point correctly in my place. It's an older building and I'm not sure on the construction to set one up properly.
 
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anonymous2025

anonymous2025

Still preparing to 🚍. 🌈
Apr 9, 2025
371
All the videos of people using hanging as a method have been impulsive and they squirmed around in agony while flopping around. I've tried hanging myself using a belt, step stool on the back of my bedroom door (at the time) and it was definitely not painless by any means. After kicking the stool I was panicking, using my toes to try to prop it back up so I could get leverage. This is just my experience.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I bought SN myself but I'm struggling to get Meto. So I might have to go for partial.

Still, I did try partial once partially because the pressure scared me as I went down.That being said, I'm pretty sure it's quick. Although it's a bit painful.

Life will decide at some point.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
944
If done correctly, partial should render you unconscious in seconds.
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,164
Every day i say Ill do it tomorrow. Then i just dont. It's been like this for a month and im exhausted. All i think about is death all day.

I struggle also between the choice of sn or full hanging. It seems like hanging should be quicker. I do have pure sn that i tested though.
It seems to me that you are not ready to ctb. I suggest you put the idea completely out of your head for a couple of months, and only then give it some more thought. You don't have a clear idea of what you want to do, and the best way to get a clear idea is to have a complete break from it all for a while.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,131
It would be good if users read some threads about Hanging first, and clear their ignorance before commenting on such nonsense.

📌 Thread 'Input on hanging experience'

📌 Thread 'Videos of succesful hangings'

📌 Thread 'Do you need to find the sweet spot with full hanging?'
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,230
It is possible that if you relaxed, were not so tense, you would have passed out. You know what happens then...

Read up on any method you plan to use. Each has critical details that lead to success or failure, depending on the detail. Know what you are doing!

Your toes touched the floor. That gave you enough support to turn full into partial. You struggled to save yourself. That whole event prolonged your experience and probably did not feel good.

I am sorry this was a bad event for you. Thank you for sharing. This adds to the pool of knowledge. Knowing what not to do might be more important than you think. Those that succeed cannot report back.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
It seems to me that you are not ready to ctb. I suggest you put the idea completely out of your head for a couple of months, and only then give it some more thought. You don't have a clear idea of what you want to do, and the best way to get a clear idea is to have a complete break from it all for a while.
Yes I would rather be dead
 

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