Stressed out

[terra.nuvo]

I'm so tired of feeling like I can't do anything. I'm back in class right now after not coding for about 2 years and it's torture. I'm so stressed out every second of the day trying to figure out how to solve the problems. It makes me feel so stupid and like I just can't do it anymore. My therapist would say to just keep trying but how do I keep trying when I know I'm gonna fail? I can't see a way out of this. I just keep thinking about my future if I don't pass this class. If I don't pass I won't get my degree and I'll be stuck trying to find a job that I won't want to be at. And then that will be the rest of my life. If I do pass though I'll have a degree in a field I don't think I'm any good at. So it's like I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't. Plus if I get the degree that doesn't guarantee that I'll get a job. There's just so many facets to this situation that are stressing me out right now and I'm just feeling so stressed.

 

[Life_and_Death]

If I do pass though I'll have a degree in a field I don't think I'm any good at.

i cant really help with anything, and i might word this wrong, but i just wanted to say that if you pass and have a degree then youre probably good at it i dont think they just hand out degrees.