Venting Stress of not having family or friends

[Deathisbetter]

I live alone, have autism and a few other issues and don't have family as my parents had me for fun and have not been a part of my life for my entire life. the people I do have in my life are horrible to me and put me down for wanting to kill myself and are priviledged assholes loving families lots of money.

does anyone feel the same way or are in the same boat. its so infuriating and isolating no one cares about you and its hard to feel like life is worth it or to feel loved when you are alone 24/7. If I could have assisted dying I wouldn't be here same result if I could get my hands on nembutal I wouldn't be here or if I had proper SN and antiemetics. this life is bullshit and insanely cruel that there is no way out not just cruel to me but to everyone.

anyone else not have family are living alone or the people they do have in their life are just cruel to them and don't care about them.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yes, I am completely alone in this dreadful world too.
My family was also seriously dysfunctional and toxic.
I prefer to be alone because there are too many cruel and selfish people in this world, and very few truly good people.
I just want to die soon and am greatly looking forward to it.
I am saving to go to Mexico for N.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

I have 2 people that still care about me. I guess I'm lucky in that way- my mum and my best friend.

However my mum is incredibly neglectful and enabling of my self harming behaviours. And my friend lives far away. So I still feel alone.

I also struggle with autism and I wish I didn't have it. "Autistic and proud" bullshit has always made me feel alienated because if I didn't have it I could have made so many more normal connections.

Sorry I probably haven't helped much.