Stopping therapy

[reverse03]

Should I stop going to my therapy?
I started going to cbt last week.
I thought I am doing better and already left the time of being suicidal. But during this week, the call and urge to ctb is getting stronger again.
My psychiatrist and therapist are good people. I can feel that they care for me to get better. And that makes it more hard for me to leave since I don't want to disappoint another people.
I still havey SN and hoping to get some antiemetic.
I feel like I am putting a mask every time I act okay. I hate this feeling but I am just getting angrier with myself.

 

[Someone123]

My opinion is that the best form of therapy for many people is friendship- even if you don't talk about your problems, but you just spend time with people who are nice to you. It may be worth it to try to meet new people who may become friends, or to spend more time with and current friends or family members who are nice to you.

 

[reverse03]

My opinion is that the best form of therapy for many people is friendship- even if you don't talk about your problems, but you just spend time with people who are nice to you. It may be worth it to try to meet new people who may become friends, or to spend more time with and current friends or family members who are nice to you.

Funny thing is that every "friend" of mine already left. Telling me that I need to fix myself or I am the only one who can fix myself. Telling me that they cannot help me in my situation. So yeah, I am by myself right now. I always have trouble making friends or conncting to others since childhood so making mew friends is kinda out of the window. I am lonely and in pain.

 

[Someone123]

Funny thing is that every "friend" of mine already left. Telling me that I need to fix myself or I am the only one who can fix myself. Telling me that they cannot help me in my situation. So yeah, I am by myself right now. I always have trouble making friends or conncting to others since childhood so making mew friends is kinda out of the window. I am lonely and in pain.

You still might have a chance, though, because as social creatures friends are needed. Therapy can help some iwth a good therapist. WHta kind of issues are there that may have lead to them leaving? Maybe something can be learned that could help make new friendships last.

 

[hopeless302]

nah, I don't think you should stop. You mentioned that your psychiatrist and therapist are good, so I'd suggest you keep going for as long as you can. Sometimes it's good to just have someone to talk with.

 

[reverse03]

You still might have a chance, though, because as social creatures friends are needed. Therapy can help some iwth a good therapist. WHta kind of issues are there that may have lead to them leaving? Maybe something can be learned that could help make new friendships last.

I don't know what the lessons are. Maybe because I am extremely introvert that when I found someone I want to be connected to them all the time, always want to please them, and not wanting them to be mad at me. I am like a leech.
Ordering some antiemetic. Hoping it will come soon so that I can finally depart from this world.
Ordering some antiemetic. Hoping it will come soon so that I can finally depart from this world.

 

[Kattt]

So many people think or are told they need therapy, when most just need someone...a trusted person to talk to. That's something that too many people are lacking in this day and age.

 

[help56]

Funny thing is that every "friend" of mine already left. Telling me that I need to fix myself or I am the only one who can fix myself. Telling me that they cannot help me in my situation. So yeah, I am by myself right now. I always have trouble making friends or conncting to others since childhood so making mew friends is kinda out of the window. I am lonely and in pain.

Sounds like me . No friend . I hate when people say reach out to a
Friend
any one here with it skills to help me stalk someone

 

[Someone123]

I don't know what the lessons are. Maybe because I am extremely introvert that when I found someone I want to be connected to them all the time, always want to please them, and not wanting them to be mad at me. I am like a leech.
Ordering some antiemetic. Hoping it will come soon so that I can finally depart from this world.
Ordering some antiemetic. Hoping it will come soon so that I can finally depart from this world.

Ok, it is understandable about when you finally get that connection t friendship that you respond this way out of loneliness, but then now that you see it driving people away you could try a different way- try to to connect without this issue and then work on trying to add more friends- just something to try. Youtibe has a lot of videos about how to make friends that may help.

 

[help56]

I really cannot cope . I cried soo much today . I wish I were genuinely dead . I live far away . Will customs stop sodium nitrite