glowing.purple.aura
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- Sep 15, 2025
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actually, it's entirely believable... my entire "recents" list on messages became just family members
I haven't even seen any of them since graduation (and trust me, I've asked) so I can't help but at this point just want to explode (and accept that I'm unlikable). I'm just so done making excuses for them; they are always on their phone, always hanging out with everyone but me, and always subtly posting about how lonely they are as if I'm not right here..
Like at this point it's embarrassing how instead of lying to my therapist about being suicidal I'm lying about having friends to talk to.
I haven't even seen any of them since graduation (and trust me, I've asked) so I can't help but at this point just want to explode (and accept that I'm unlikable). I'm just so done making excuses for them; they are always on their phone, always hanging out with everyone but me, and always subtly posting about how lonely they are as if I'm not right here..
Like at this point it's embarrassing how instead of lying to my therapist about being suicidal I'm lying about having friends to talk to.
